what happens when a wallflower meets a social butterfly? ============================== "my darling, you will never be unloved by me; you are well too tangled in my soul." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 6/27/2022 ended: 11/7/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 12/5/2022 🏅#3 in #billie 11/1/2022 🏅#10 in #eilish 10/26/2022 🏅#12 in #girlxgirl 7/24/2022

Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

"i need a pack of Newport menthol shorts, please," the girl murmurs, setting a candy bar on my counter. achieved #1 in eilish 12/11/2019

I never thought about the girl in the back of my class, as some is wanna be friends with. Her black hair shined in the beaming light of the window beside her, which showed her freckles. Her head never left the notes she jotted down, or what I thought were notes. She was broken, and I wanted to fix her. Let me put you back together... little by little. Piece by piece. Until she wanted me to stop... And I stopped.

memory /ˈmem(ə)rē/ noun the remembering or recollection of a dead person, especially one who was popular or respected ============================== "dancing through our house with the ghost of you..." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== this story contains sensitive topics such as death, suicide, depression, and self harm. please do not read if such things are triggering ============================== started: 3/14/2022 ended: 4/9/2022

"can't sleep." she said shortly, turning over. when rae is forced to share a tent with her bully on a school trip, they both face the same nightmarish struggles. lower case intentional. [tw] contains mentions of sleep paralysis, insomnia, nightmares etc. gxg

ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ'ᴠᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇɴ'ᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀɴ ᴏɴʟɪɴᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ...

[sequel] i'd never leave you if it was up to me. unfortunately, it was never up to me. - lower case intentional

sequel to 'Keep you in the Dark' so read that first if you haven't because you will be confused Billie Eilish is now free from the mafia, but is still haunted from the memories and deeply misses her lover Trig since she sacrificed everything to get Billie out..... right? This story contains mentions of sex, alcohol, depression & self harm, drug abuse and violence

when the global phenomenon band uoısıʌ ǝɥʇ go on tour with the famed ცıƖƖıɛ ɛıƖıʂɧ... all hell breaks loose. welcome to ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀɴɪᴇᴅ: ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏᴜʀ. (gxg; lowercase intended)