Saku has spent her entire life untouched. Raised beneath stained-glass light and scripture spoken like law, she wears purity the way martyrs wear white: carefully, faithfully, painfully. Every prayer is an attempt to silence the strange ache inside her. Every confession is another lock placed around a door she is terrified to open. She believes devotion will save her. That obedience will keep her clean. Then she meets Nishimura Riki. Riki is all sharp smiles and beautiful blasphemy, a boy who looks at holiness like something meant to be ruined slowly. He becomes fascinated by Saku's innocence almost immediately, not because it is fragile, but because it is absolute. She has never kissed anyone. Never sinned beyond thought. Never even allowed herself the mercy of curiosity. And to Riki, that kind of untouched devotion becomes the most intoxicating obsession imaginable. What begins as temptation spirals into something far darker: secret meetings beneath cathedral shadows, trembling confessions turned into weapons, desire tangled with punishment, control, guilt, and surrender. Riki pushes against every boundary Saku has built around herself, not satisfied with merely touching her body. He wants to unravel her faith from the inside out. To become the first thing she chooses over God. But Saku is not innocent in the way he imagined. Beneath her silence lives a hunger sharpened by years of repression, and the deeper she falls into Riki's world of lust, power, and beautiful cruelty, the more impossible it becomes to separate suffering from desire. Their relationship becomes a cathedral built from obsession: equal parts worship and desecration, where every betrayal feels intimate and every act of love leaves another bruise on the soul. And somewhere between prayer and sin, Saku begins to wonder if damnation would hurt less than losing him.

Kai, a 20 year old musician is pushed to the brink of his existence through a series of unfortunate events. He happens upon a mysterious man one night with whom holds an interest in his talent and an old fashioned charm to him, the likes of which almost don't seem entirely human. (Companion story to 'Mad World' by the same author, retold from Kai's point of view. It is strongly advised to read Mad World before embarking on this story.)

Soobin, a 200 year old vampire struggles to come to terms with what to do with Kai, a young pianist he finds one evening. Too angelic. Too pure. Too beautiful for this life or the next. But what if.. he could create something even more beautiful? Will Soobin's conscious let him go through with the dark deed?

Beomgyu, a 21-year-old spoiled guitarist is forced out of the family home in L.A by his father and into the small town of 'Julian'. He is instructed to create a garden in the backyard to teach him a lesson in hard work to cure his entitled manner. His next-door neighbour notices him through the shared backyard fence. Kai, green-fingered, cheerful and slightly puzzling- just keeps giggling at Beomgyu's failed attempts. While Beomgyu struggles with his conflicted feelings over Kai and with the weeds in both his yard and his own mind-- is his friendly, do-good neighbour, Kai, really all he appears to be?

"When you get a new heart, will I still be in there?" She says, barely a whisper. "Will I still be in that heart?" "You're not just in my heart," Jeongguk replies truthfully. "You're in the blood flowing through my veins, you're in my mind, you're under my skin, around my bones, buried in my soul." Or: When Jeongguk moves to a hospital to mend his dying heart, he meets Yerim, a patient who paints stars on hospital tables and causes trouble everywhere she goes. A girl with stardust at her feet and constellations in her eyes. It's only then that he realises that you'll only truly feel alive when you're about to die. "A truly beautiful story and as someone who reads a lot, both on and a lot more outside Wattpad, can tell you that I will definitely remember it. Not like a good fanfiction it is, but like a story that deserves publishing so I can place it on my bookshelf." - jbmdsoul "This is one of my favourite books from now on I don't even know what to say. I'm still a sobbing mess I've been crying like a bitch and I need some time." - myshatae "I've read a lot of fanfics and it's safe to say I've never cried so hard reading one up until now. It is beautifully written and I have no words to describe how pathetically in love I am with this story." - bangtansbullet "This book was amazing. You made me cry like a thousand times and best-selling books and movies can't make me cry." - joonstree ACHIEVEMENTS 1st Place in BANGTAN WRITERS' AWARDS [COMPLETED] Note: Park Yerim is an original character. © whippednation 2018

"The world is ending in 7 days and I'm going to die beside the most dysfunctional idiot that has ever graced the face of this Earth." A smile tugs the corners of Taehyung's lips and she can see her own reflection in his eyes, glittering with the bright lights reflected from the street. It's funny how we only notice how beautiful the smallest details can be when we know it'll all fade away to dust soon. Taehyung's voice resonates in her ears, a deep humming interlacing it as he says, "We're all going to die." He says it like he's already resigned to his fate, to the fate of the world. It sounds like a death sentence until he raises both hands above his head and does a single loud clap. "But we're going down with a bang." Or: That one cliché au where world is ending; a lonely girl and a drunkard boy decide to clear up their mistakes and make their remaining days worthwhile. WRITTEN FOR AND DEDICATED TO @hoperadio, my best friend and soulmate. i'm happy she could read this before she passed. "I honestly do not even know what to say. You took my worst nightmare/fear and turned it into this beautiful thing. This was so hard to read but I'm glad I did." - athenalovesff "First time I'm actually crying reading a book. And believe me, it's difficult as hell to make me cry." - taehyungtastykookies [COMPLETED] © whippednation 2019

in which lee felix enjoys to be pleased by his best friend, han jisung who is dating lee minho, while he plays games on an online server. ...with the mic on.

i guess it's true when they say opposites attract. au!choi beomgyu & original character lowercase intended | © -joonbug 2019

these bloody petals have rendered you speechless, and me betrayed. huening kai hanahaki au. lowercase intended | © -joonbug 2020