Warning: mentioned M-preg, yes this is a baby fic, trans Alex, there is some triggering content !! I do plan on finishing this, but I'm just busy at the moment with school and other projects !! - "I'll use whatever damn words I please. Now, tell me, why must you destroy our school's image by defending these f***. Just because I'm not here doesn't mean you get to do these terrible things." "Me?" Alexander laughed. "Sir, if anyone's ruining our school's image, it's you. I'm just trying to help our students." "That's far enough, Naomi," Adams growled. "I'm done with you. I've warned you far too many times. Pack up your stuff and get the hell off campus." Although Alexander had expected this, it was still unbelievable. What was he supposed to do next? He knew his parents would financially support him no matter what but he needed to be on his own. He already relied on them so much as it is. Fairly often, Philip would stay over with them when Alexander needed. Like when he needed to stay at school for longer than originally intended- today, for example, or when he just needed to be alone because he needed to clear his head. In those times, he could barely take care of himself, let alone another human being. - Alexander Hamilton is just trying to move on and support his son. Before this, he thought he finally had his life on track. What was he supposed to do now? Those plans were important. - The cover is not mine! Constructive criticism is always welcome :) If this sounds interesting, give it a shot? - #1 in transgender!

"love can't save me." ⚠️ TW for suicide and mental illness - unfinished & no plans to return -

When Jeremy Heere is seventeen years old, his father urges him to get a job. However, he ultimately refuses. That is until, a new boy moves in next door. He goes by the name of Michael Mell. He's a stoner, with an affinity for retro video games and vintage 90's drinks. Oh, and he also likes slushees. Maybe, just maybe, Jeremy will take up a job at the local Seven Eleven.

When Jeremy's grandmother ends up in the hospital, he goes everyday to visit her. While he's there, he meets a boy named Michael. He's from the Philippines, and was transferred to a hospital in New Jersey to get emergency treatment. The boys form a strong bond,however things aren't always what they seem,and soon Jeremy will realize that the small New Jersey hospital his best friend is staying in doesn't have the best intentions. - THIS STORY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH "THE BOY AT SEV-ELEV"-AND IS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT STORY. - NOTE: I AM NOT A DOCTOR, SO ANY ILLNESSES OR MEDICINES MENTIONED IN THIS BOOK MAY NOT BE ACCURATE. I WILL DO MY BEST TO RESEARCH THEM, BUT I CAN'T GUARANTEE ALL THE INFORMATION WILL BE ONE HUNDRED PERCENT ACCURATE. on that note, please enjoy the story!! (:

"We can't tell anyone, right?" "In our hellhole of a school? Not a chance." -- Michael and Jeremy finally started dating, but being in a school of homophobic bullies they didn't exactly want to make it public. But keeping it a secret is a lot harder than one would think. -- started 07/29/19 finished 08/29/19 #1 in the bemorechill tag 09/27/19 and 11/18/19 cover art credits go to @kenx-kun on tumblr

• cover art by: crystallizedtwilight • Michael and a series of bad decisions, each worse than the last, have caused a chain of events where he now has an unsolicited boyfriend that he in no way intended to have. This situation can be easily solved, obviously. Michael however, supreme moron, decides to take the dumbass route.

"woah hansen, breathe." evan struggled for air, attempting to focus only on what the boy knelt in front of him was saying. he let out a strangled sob and his eyes clouded with tears, he could no longer see connor but he could feel the boys grip wrapped around his forearms. he channelled all his thoughts to that contact between him and connor, and began to find a steady breathing pattern to follow. deep breath in, 1-2-3-4, and out, 1-2-3-4. 'don't pass out, evan, don't pass out', he told himself. in, 1-2-3-4, out, 1-2-3-4. and before long, he was back, connor searching his eyes for some kind of sign that the attack was over, his face etched with concern. "that's it, just breathe." - lowercase intended. read the first chapter for triggers and other notes💗

"That sounds familiar. My friend online says that a lot." Connor and Evan both know each other through their screen names, and outside of their blogs and chats, they don't know anything about one another. Not even that they've been texting. - [includes all characters. general tw: disfunctional family, mental illness, drug use and rebellious behavior. Specific tws will be before each chapter if it's used heavily or it's not apart of this list, which isn't often] Open to constructive criticism and opinions!!

in which connor loves the idea of death, but evan loves the idea of connor. tw; self harm, depression, suicide, anxiety, drugs; list will be updated as necessary

"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*