<3 y/ns pov sample: "did i ever tell you how beautiful you are?" he said, his grey eyes not leaving mine. woah. he must be going mad. "i think the bleach is soaking into your brain" i said while i let out a laugh, as i ran the hand i wasn't laying on through his bleach blonde strands. he smiled at me. god. that stupid smile. why was he doing this to me. dracos pov sample: I wanted to kill him. I wanted him dead. I wanted to watch him suffer. But now wasn't the time. I had already done damage. I immediately left and headed for her dorms. I needed to apologize. Somehow. i felt for her. i didn't fancy her. nothing like that. she was a sodding mudblood, after all. but in this moment i wanted nothing more than to be there for her. to care for her. i think for the first time in my life i felt almost empathy. trigger warnings : - sexual assault (a bit) - self harm - smut ~ know some people are uncomfortable w it so i'll keep it seperate from the plotline so you can skip through it without missing anything!!