Y/N is a streamer and a part of the DreamSMP. Although, she has a terrible past that haunts her every day. She hides her pain with humor and pretends to be happy in front of everyone else. Ranboo finds himself attracted to her. But he doesn't know about how much she truly hurts. what happens when everything comes crashing down? ⚠️MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, ED, SUICIDE, RAPE

TW~: Self-harm, Abuse, Anorexia, Drugs, Alcohol, Homophobia, Sexual Assault, Suicidal thoughts Cover Art: @croudjay on Twitter Hey everyone! Chapters are constantly being added and I have lots of ideas for the future! Please do not read this if you are uncomfortable with any of the TW's stated above, there will also be lots of swearing and violence in the comments! Any TW's will be marked when they appear to avoid spoilering the chapter ^^ Disclaimer: All characters in this story are NOT the content creators themselves, rather just their personas! Stay safe <3 Highest Ranking: 🏅 || #1 in #wilbursoot - 21.6k Stories [As of 5th Jan. 2022]

In which Tommyinnit goes through the hardships of balancing school, his twitch and YouTube schedule and the sufferings of an eating disorder. What happens when his mind talks louder than the encouraging words of his friends?