What is a monster, truly? - she was always meant to be a villain

❝NOWADAYS I WANT TO SEE YOU IN MY DAYDREAMS.❞

❝SHE WAS THE FLOWER GODDESS AND HE WAS SUN GOD.❞ [narutoxoc]

I stood there. Watching. Waiting. My mouth felt dry, yet was foaming, and I felt saliva drip down my chin. "s-stop..." Maniacal laughter filled the air like a poisonous song. They were 'fixing' me. They said I was wrong. And so, they took me apart so they could put me back together the wrong way. Now, everything has just collapsed. I own the Oc, and the cover. I however, don't own Naruto. WARNING this is a mature book, for a mature audience. It includes abuse, Gore, and torture. If you can't handle something like that, please don't read this, then take out your anger on me. I will not tolerate being called sick, horrible, or psychologically messed up. It is your choice to read this. Please don't forget that. If you decide to read it, but later can't take the deep parts, just don't read it. I don't want anyone to force themselves through a part of this. Even for me, some parts caused me to be slightly nauseous. So please, head this warning. If you are squeamish, I don't suggest book. My specialty is dark, twisted story lines. So don't expect anything less.

Cashile Kuroki is alone. No family, and no friends. Not exactly hated, just.... ignored. Just how she likes it. She's viewed as reckless and ambitious, but she's always in control. Every move is calculated, every person is observed. She controls people, her "friends", her life. Yet, there's the mystery: why does she care for her selfish ambitions alone? Why is she bent on proving that she can be the best by herself? Will she ever learn to give up her act of strength, and trust? Or will she fall, the cause of her own destruction? Genius only goes so far, and the flaws and frailties will eventually catch up to her. The act of strength is, after all, only an act.

"Y-you killed everyone!" she sobbed, staring at me in horror. "You're nothing but a murderer!" "No, I'm not. But even if I were, I wouldn't care."

When you're immortal and you've lived for so long, you don't want trouble anymore. You just want to live your life as normally and peacefully as you can. However, that's very difficult for Rin when you're a trouble magnet. And especially if you were a cold, ruthless, killer and famous bounty hunter. But that's all in the past. She just wants to settle down now, which has been rather difficult until she comes across the Hokage who happens to owe her one. And there she meets people with Personalities that seem to brighten her life bit by bit and for the first time is years she feels in peace with herself, balanced. But Rin's not as free as she think she is. Her past keep following her like a shadow and there are secrets that Rin must keep it silent. Will she truly ever be able to settle down in Konoha or will she forever be a wandering warrior?