"Staring into his eyes, I could see everything. Despair, emptiness, uncertainty, every insecurity he's ever had. The fact that I could see it in his eyes, especially in this light, broke my heart." TRIGGER WARNINGS- depression, self harm, abuse, alcohol abuse, suicidal thoughts, homophobia HIGHEST RANKING- #1 in Crankiplier on September 2nd, 2017

**this should go without saying but this book contains sexual content and is intended for a mature, 18+ audience. Please read with caution, this is a mature, fanfic with adult content intended for an adult audience. You have to be responsible whilst interacting with such content** ☆This book was heavily inspired by Mickey_1212 - check em out they're GOLD ☆ ♡HAS BEEN #1 IN CRANKIPLIER, #5 IN MARKIPLIER AND #13 IN CRANKGAMEPLAYS♡ ... Surprisingly enough I have never wrote a smut one shot book. I am also obsessed with Ethan Nestor (AKA CrankGameplays) and his videos with Mark Fischbach (AKA Markiplier). I think they are both very nice to look at to say the least so I decided to make this book about them. Do I ship Crankiplier? Yeah, it's more then likely. Do you ship Crankiplier? I really don't care... Am I writing this to give myself some fan service? Yupers I hope you guys enjoy this, I really do like writing stuff like this believe it or not. and Crankiplier has given me that feeling of falling in love with a ship that I haven't gotten in a really long time. I WILL TAKE REQUESTS SO FILL THOSE COMMENTS UP