"Sen benimle ağlamak istiyorsun ama yüzümdeki yaşlara rağmen seni her gördüğümde yüzümde açan gülümsemeyi görmek istemiyorsun güzel çocuk."

"Cehennemi solusam, senin kadar yakmazdı ciğerimi." [141019]

"Are you sure about this?" "Just shut up and do it already." "You know the price you have to pay right?" "Yes." Beomgyu only realised he needed Taehyun when he had let him go. This time, he will make things what he deemed as right. He promised himself to not make the same mistakes again. He would cherish every moment that he got to see the younger. However, Beomgyu was constantly stuck in the whirlpool of his own conflicted emotions and morals. He had a strong desire to make Taehyun his but he couldn't and he shouldn't. Warning: 1. Mcd 2. Angst 3. Implied mpreg Started: 03/09/2021 Ended: 17/03/2022 Highest rankings: #2 - time #1 - tomorrowxtogether #2 - taegyu Book cover by @beolibam

"I lived a life where my tears are a measurement for someone else's happiness. I don't think I'll ever be able to be happy without guilt gnawing at me." After years of constantly being tormented by the ones he thought loved him, Choi Beomgyu is met with the reality of not being able to cry anymore. Or Beomgyu was born with a gift, something other people would call a blessing when it's actually a curse he had to be burdened with all his life. - Check disclaimer/introduction for trigger warnings

"Sende mi deli olduğumu düşünüyorsun?" -minific-

"bu çocuğa dayanamadığını biliyorum avukat ama biliyorsun o tam bir baş belası."