❝Kurapika, feelings fade when people change--❞ You gasped when your back met the wall. The boy who had always managed to keep his emotions at bay had finally snapped--roughly pounding the side of his elbow and forearm above your head. His eyeballs were laced a deep crimson red--broken and confused. Your breath hitched in your chest as he leaned down, lips hovering above your own. You could feel your heart slowly break as you heard him breathily whisper, desperately begging you to reciprocate the emotions he felt for you. ❝If everyone forgets over time, then why can't I?❞ - - ★ OHMYGOD WE ARE AT 121K READS HAPPY 4 YEARS ★ *cover art by @huangdanlan *book is undergoing major editing :)

You find yourself all alone in a cruel world, wallowing in your dark shadow of a life, until a certain group comes along. These 4 really know how to make you smile, specifically Kurapika and Killua, whom you have a brief history with. How will your story unfold? ~This is my first fanfic so please be nice :)

-THIS HAPPENS RIGHT AFTER THE 2011 ANIME- You were a seemingly cheerful and helpful girl, yet you didn't have anyone you could call a friend. Your charisma drew everyone in, but your walls kept them out. Having no family, and no goal worth chasing, you thought this was how you would live the rest of your life. But it only takes one action, one moment to change your life entirely. You couldn't stop yourself from getting too close to him. Killua was the one who showed you the light. He showed you the wonders of life, and most importantly, he showed you what it meant to have friends. But will the truth be able to sever the bond you two came to share? [DISCLAIMER: I do not own Hunter x Hunter and its characters, only this story's plot and original characters belong to me] COMPLETED (Word count: 100,000+)