Izaya doesn't know how to deal with his feelings in a healthy or safe way. Shizuo tries to help him since he has dealt with similar issues in the past. TRIGGER WARNING-There will certainly be self harm, probably depression, suicidal ideation and actions, and other possible topics that could be triggering to people. Please do not read this if you think it may trigger you. This story isn't meant for that...

"Izaya, t-there's something wrong with that child..." It's true, he wasn't normal from the start. Orihara Izaya is a problem child at a very young age. Therefore he was put into an asylum. Izaya doesn't particularly care if he's put in one or not, ass long as he's able to keep sane. And only Heiwajima Shizuo can help him. The only problem is why is Izaya in an asylum? Because he kills, he kills for fun. Why does he kill? Because he loves humans . . . (DISCLAIMER: I don't own Durarara and the photos I used for the cover)

Well a dominant Shizuo and depressed Izaya. Completed.

Izaya is haunted by panic attacks, nightmares, and mental and physical illness. What will happen when Shizuo is the only one who seems to be able to cure him?

After Shizuo and Izaya tie the knot, will the panic attacks and Nightmares finally go away, or will he find himself sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss as time rages on?

Izaya is having some difficulty. He has nightmares whenever he closes his eyes, he can't eat, and Shizu-chan is always on his tail trying to kill him. Izaya's depressed state finally shows one day.... how will Shizuo take it? What's gonna happen to their relationship from now on? . . . this is a serious story but to add some fluff and stuff I'm gonna try and add a couple one shots NOT related to the story. thanks for reading!!

After Izaya fails to commit suicide he goes back in town. Izaya's out in the cold rain until he meets up with Shizuo who is offering to give him his umbrella. What twisted fate arises between them? (DISCLAIMER: I don't own Durarara and the photos I used for the cover)

Shizaya Mpreg. First chapter is description.

Izaya gets gang raped and ends up with two broken legs. Shinra asks Shizuo to take car of him for awhile. Will they kill each other or will something else happen? YAOI!!! cutting (don't do it bros) rape

When Izaya passes out at Shinras house Shinra becomes concerned and calls Shizuo to look after him, because no one wants to mess with Shizuo. What will happen when they uncover the truth about Izaya? Trigger warnings Self harm Violence Strong language