For this LGBT history month, I'm gonna post one reason to why Lams was real each day (if I don't forget) as a way to celebrate LGBT history! This is mostly gonna be based on their letters (which are indeed reliable sources, they're considered primary sources for a reason) but you'll probably stumble upon a crack chapter here and there. Whoops. Enjoy!

Alexander Hamilton. the nerd who had a crush on a jock, and bully. John Laurens. The jock, who had a crush on a certain lil nerd he always give hell to... And a rose, which symbolises there love for each other. The stem might be thorny and rough, but the flower is beautiful and delicate. idek this is gonna be terrible book- (Lol its actually completed now) (Edit2023- this fic is very old, and the plot is all over the place. Fair warning before you read it, it's so bad and I apologize for the many plot holes and inconsistent writing 💀)

John made a mistake. He lost his virginity at fourteen and ended up getting the woman pregnant. She died and he kept the child, with the consequence of being cut out of his family. Now he's seventeen with a two year old daughter, working two jobs and attending high school. Even with these stresses, he still kept time to spend with his daughter. He didn't hide the fact he had a child. She was his pride and joy and loved her unconditionally. Alexander was basically the star of the school. Everyone looked at him like a God. He was the star of the lacrosse team, top of his class, and hot. He did get some hate, as he was an put bisexual, but it never seemed to get to him. He was perfect.