«Tenderness is forbidden with you. Sometimes I feel like your only desire is to be shattered» Language EN March 13 2020 - June 15 2020

You could say Jessica is one of The 1975's biggest fans. When they start their UK tour, she manages to get her hands on quite a few tickets for around the country, in hope she can finally meet and thank them. But at their final UK date, a disaster occurs when she's refused permission to finally meet her idols. They just simply didn't have time to say 'Hey'. But not all is lost. Jessica wakes up in hospital with Matty Healy beside her bed. You could say he's her savior. But he could just be guilt-ridden. ** ** ** ** ** Warning - Some chapters may contain parts that some readers may find upsetting//hard to read. --- Talk of rape. Mental health. Drug and drink abuse and self harm. . . . This is the only warning I'll put on. ** ** ** ** **

A terribly stubborn, mildly (at best) egotistical man happens to meet a girl just as hard headed as he is, who can't help but bite every time he fishes for attention. "Don't set me a challenge if you aren't prepared to have it beaten."

"I'm still not quite used to these proper radio interviews." He said as he reshuffled the headset over his clean shaven mohawk. "It all... feels so professional." She laughed in response to that, "Well, it's nice to know I'm doing my job right, then!" A sort of different story compared to what I've done in the past. Small snippets in time, across quite a bit of time, focused around radio interviews. Almost all of Matty's interview answers are verbatim transcribed from various interviews, but it's what happens around those answers that's the important stuff.

'Death? In every photograph?' 'Well, every portrait...' ~ Alma takes photographs at parties, at her studio and for prestigious commissions. She's critically respected and highly sought after, but her photographs are only meant to capture a transient moment - there can be no messy entanglements, no interplay of emotions. But Alma and Matty are utterly fascinated by each other, against their better judgement. So when she takes his photograph, what is she really capturing? And what is she taking for herself? PLEASE NOTE - this story is pretty kinky and there is mature content all the way through, although chapters with explicit sex scenes will be marked with an asterisk*. CW for discussions of eating habits, nothing disordered but would rather give the warning than not. Part Two coming soon...