*TW* You think it's selfish.. Suicide. Well it's not. It's selfish keeping someone who has endured so much pain and sadness alive. Just getting out of bed is a struggle. You feel trapped. Tired. Done. The pain seems never ending. Even putting a blade to your wrist is no longer enough. You need it to be deeper. The thoughts have intensified. Now you're hearing and seeing things. Being sent in and out of the hospital. Being given a daily cocktail of medication just to be normal. And it's still not enough. You cry your self to sleep hoping you'll never wake up. You starve yourself. You make yourself throw up. To be thin. To feel better. It doesn't help. You feel like everyone hates you. You feel like you're misunderstood. You feel like no one cares. You feel like a complete disappointment. A mistake. You don't know what's wrong with you. You're ready to let go. But you try with every bit of will you have to keep going. But in the end we all know what will happen. How it will end.

This I based on the 2003 movie thirteen . I don't own any of the characters except y/n You just moves to the State of California with your real mom but you are living in a house with a step brother and step dad . You start the same school as Evie and Tracy and befriend them and joins their group . You also start having a thing with Mason, so it's a little bit of a y/n X Mason as well . 18+ on some part . Where I'm from it's normalized to do those stuff or think it's no big deal to do it at that age . Sorry if the is some misspelling, English isn't my first language and my key board sometimes changes the words I write to smithing else <3

Luna is an 18 year old emo girl. She lives with her dad who abuses her. Luna can't live with herself and the terrible life she lives. She wants to end it all. The only thing that is keeping her alive, is her love for music. Her favourite band is Sleeping With Sirens. After an unexpected meeting at Vans Warped Tour, Luna's life turns upside down and she experiences the highest of times, but also the lowest. She realises one thing: nothing comes between her and her new family of musical rockers.

Luna is adopted. Adopted by Chris and Amy Biersack. Unfortunately they were involved in a fatal car accident. They both died. But luckily, there was still one person who could save Luna. Andy. Bullies, self-harm, hospital, drama and tears lead to a life changing event. But who is Luna's one true love?

warning: smut, knives, blood, etc etc. you never saw this IMPORTANT this is a fanfic of his character/personality on the smp, not him as a real person. If he were to state that he was uncomfortable with these stories, I would take them down. PLEASE be respectful as these are real people creating these characters etc.

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I don't think there's fan fiction for Jake so here I am making one, so I hope you enjoy this! Also not every chapter is going to be from the episodes 💀💀💀 Also thank you to @ElixEsque for the book title!! And for the cover!!!

Tommyinnit is y/n's younger brother. his fame was unexpected and made y/n very proud of her brother. but when y/n wanted to start streaming her fame came quickly and made tommy very happy. y/n also did minecraft and cooking. One time Tommy begged y/n to play with him and go on the dream SMP when she does she clicks with tommy's best friend. NO LONGER DISCONTINUED !! FINSIHED NOW !! 50K+ Reads on February 15th! 105K+ Reads on March 22cd!! Insta- Bladehasdrugz Snapchat- Blade_bee420 gamer tag on xbox- mushroom1120 tiktok- bladehasdrugz ADD FOLLOW AND TEXT ME. STOP DONT READ THIS IT SUCKS.

NO SMUT he's a minor You're forced to move to England when your mother gets a job that'll really help out your family, the catch was you and your family will have to move to England. Ps: English is not my first language uh so sorry if I screw up the wording