HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE THE SECOND CHOICE IN A PERSON'S LIFE? I was always the 2nd choice in everyone's life. People always left me for someone, someone who was a bigger jerk than me. I couldn't understand why they left me for assholes such as those bastards. This always happened in my dream. Every single time people left me to be with a toxic guy when I was the better choice. In my dreams, those people who left me were, sometimes a girl and sometimes a guy. Nevertheless I was always abandoned in my dreams while the guy who takes them away glares at me with a smug smile on his face as if screaming "I won." Why was I always the second choice in their lives? I don't understand. What am I lacking? "YOU ARE TOO KIND!" "YOU NEED TO BE ASSERTIVE AND ROUGH ON BED TO WIN." "PEOPLE THESE DAYS LIKE TO BE CONTROLLED AND LEAD ON!!" "YOU NEED TO BE A BIT MORE TOXIC, MANIPULATIVE AND DEMANDING!" "BADBOYS ARE A TREND THESE DAYS!" "JUST BE A BIT MORE OF AN ASSHOLE OR ELSE YOU WILL NOT WIN! YOU HEAR ME?!?" SAID A CERTAIN ANNOYING BUG! "......." WTF! I QUIT!!!

Liu Quiaqio, the Empress of the Jin Dynasty has given his heart, soul, and body to the emperor, he loved him to the point it exhausted him, but the cold emperor only had eyes for one person, and that person wasn't him, the warmth in his eyes when he looked at that person would never belong to him, the gentleness when he spoke to that person would never be heard by him until his death. "What wrongs have I committed, for you hate me this much? Did I do anything wrong for you to look at me with such contempt in your eyes? Was loving you such a sin?" I asked weakly "Your sin was that you loved somebody you weren't supposed to love," He responded coldly. 'He's right I squandered so much love on him that I did not have any left for my sons and my daughter, for the ones who truly cared about me. If I had one chance to make it up to them I would spend my whole life doing so' I thought as I closed my eyes and welcomed death or so I thought. *Not yet edited* My story! This is not translated nor does it belong to another author. #1 in male pregnancy- 2/5/22 #1 in children-2/25/22 #1 in regret- 4/18/22

SECOND CHANCES, I didn't believe in it, I have never been known to the world, I was born disfigured, useless and without a name. To the General, my father I should never have been born, I was conceived by a maid and caused his most beloved wife to never forgive him. Hidden and forgotten until I was needed to take my sisters' place, she was to become the Emperor's Empress as I was made to believe but eloped with her lover. A crime that will lead to the death of nine generations of the general's family descendants, therefore I was made to take her place and if caught I will have to take the blame and say it was due to my GREED. I wondered why the General's manor will allow a disfigured person like me to pose as my sister but before marrying the Emperor, I was assassinated, I heard my killers say " this way the generals manor will never be caught since the empress elect to be was assassinated before arriving at the imperial palace", they never planned on letting me enter the palace, I was their scapegoat to save their necks but I never thought I will get a second chance at life, a second chance to change my fate. In my past life, I was born to never be loved but to be used and discarded but not in this life, I don't care if I am not loved but I won't be used and discarded. BOOK COVER BY @silentscarlettt #Please note that NONE of the artworks/pictures in this story belongs to me, I DID NOT DRAW THEM and all credit goes to the artist but NOTE that the story itself is my ORIGINAL WORK, Also I am an Amateur writer so read at your own risk. COPYRIGHT LAWS APPLIES PLEASE DON'T REPOST THIS STORY ANYWHERE WITHOUT MY EXPRESS PERMISSION. I CAN NEVER GIVE ANYONE PERMISSION TO POST THE ENGLISH VERSION OF THIS STORY ANYWHERE AND IF I WHERE TO POST IT SOMEWHERE I WILL TELL MY READERS WHERE THAT WILL BE, SO IF YOU SEE IT PLEASE LET ME KNOW. THANKS. #boyslove- 12/06/18-highest ranking #1 HF-30/09/18-highest ranking #01

The Emperor would do terrible things to keep the General from taking the throne. In fact, he would keep it for an eternity if he could. Even from his own sons. Good thing the Crown Prince has a powerful ally.

The century's prodigy in music, Eliam Schneider was a successful college student. He was admired by a lot of people, has good grades, and was one of the candidates for the highest position of their batch. As he was about to retire in his home after a long day of study in the public library, he got caught in the middle of a gang fight and was stabbed. "So this is the end? I did not even get to graduate..." he thought. "I don't think I can take it" Someone suddenly said. Eliam's consciousness looked for the source of the sobbing voice. "It hurts to see him getting married to another woman" What the fuck is wrong with this guy? "HEY, I'M IN A DIRE SITUATION RIGHT NOW, AND I THINK I'M ABOUT TO DIE! CAN YOU AT LEAST KEEP YOUR LOVE AFFAIRS TO YOURSELF?" Eliam angrily said. The sobbing continued until the voice faded into nothing. "Perhaps... do you want to continue living on?" The faint voice asked him "OF COURSE I DO, I STILL HAVE TONS OF THINGS I WANNA DO!" He said The sobbing voice became gentle and it laughed at him lightly "Alright then, you can take over my body," the gentle voice said "Huh? what do you mean take over?" "Live life to the fullest for me, that's what I failed to do," the gentle voice said before completely fading into nothing. --- An original novel by the author himself --- Highest Tag Rankings Rank 1 in #Boyxboy Rank 1 in #BL Rank 1 in #Villain Rank 1 in #Isekai Rank 1 in #Reincarnation Rank 1 in #BXB Rank 1 in #Prince Rank 1 in #Reckless Rank 1 in #Development Rank 1 in #Book Rank 1 in #Music Rank 1 in #Magic Rank 1 in #Historical Rank 1 in #Novel Rank 1 in #Comedy Rank 1 in #Tragedy Rank 1 in #Vampire Rank 1 in #Original

This is a BL collection of novels and stories (bl, shounen Ai, yaoi, danmei, boyxboy, manxman, romance). This is just a way for me to keep track of the BL I like to read and their synopsis. And in case, you guys don't have something good to read, you could try some of these. I will post who it's by, the title, the synopsis, and a picture if there is one. WARNINGS AND DISCLAIMER I do not own any of the images, stories, or synopsis in the list. I am just making this list so that I know what I read. I'm not advertising or saying that a novel is good, this is my personal preference and can't be applied for all. -------------------------------------- These can be found in Novel Updated or Google, and some can be found on Wattpad.

"G...General... There's a black panther in your chambers..." War against the demons was looming on the horizon, The emperor has not sent enough soldiers nor provisions, the rumoured ruthless General Li can only act the bad guy and snatch up commoners to be foot soldiers so that he can protect his country. Enduring the cries and curses of families, enduring foolish decisions, enduring a curse plaguing his body. Naive nineteen-year-old YuLin is clumsy and regarded as stupid by many due to his messy exterior. What no one knows, however, is that he is a beast tamer, thej last of his kind. He wants to live life as freely as possible and travel to many wonderful places. But one night he is snatched up by a strange general and turned into his lackey... What's YuLin to do? NO.1 IN chineseBL - 06/09/19 ..................................................................................................................................

Makoto and Kinshiro don't like each other. That's not hard to tell, but they're trying to hide something. They've been together in a relationship for a few years, and they've been hiding it. What would happen when Makoto some how gets pregnant with Kinshiro's child? (I might change the name later.)

Romance of a twisted life of an orphan boy to his journey till become a 'bride' of the emperor. Read if you like ancient china theme BL. Commoner vs emperor