"Please," I whisper. "Please what?" There was no mercy on his face not even amusement. "Make me come." The belt still between my legs, If he moves just a little faster, Im there. He kisses me again, keeping his rhythm. "Theres only one way to get It." He hummed. Silence fills the room and I shudder against the belt, remembering what he said first. "You want to break me." I nearly sobbed out. "I've already broken you." His eyes are like trickling fire, a light brown with specks of green In them. "Now, I'll put you back together." He's right, I can't think of anything else. "Please-Please spank me to an orgasm." It's not normal, It's not healthy to need this badly. If he doesn't stop this. I'll die. Only raising the belt slightly higher than before, he lets loose on the belt, harder than before. The lashes come one after another, dead center, shooting spirals of sharp pain. Im jolting with each strike. 𝐓𝐡𝐰𝐚𝐜𝐤! I loved It, I needed It. ⏞⏟⏞⏟♥︎⏞⏟⏞⏟⏞⏟⏞⏟♥︎⏞⏟⏞⏟ Adora is an assassin consumed by the desire to avenge her father's death. For years, she's searched in vain for his killer, haunted by the memories of that tragic day. But when she meets Enzo, everything changes. Mr. Grey, a powerful and intimidating figure, becomes her boss-and soon, a pivotal part of her life. Together, they navigate through danger, betrayal, and passion, until the shocking truth unfolds. "It's all an illusion." ⏞⏟⏞⏟♥︎⏞⏟⏞⏟⏞⏟⏞⏟♥︎⏞⏟⏞⏟ This is my first time writing a story like this, and I truly hope you enjoy it! I'd love to hear your thoughts, so feel free to share them. Just a heads-up: I don't include warnings for mature content, so expect a little mystery in each chapter!

⚠️WARNING: THIS BOOK IS MATURE⚠️ This story contains - longer chapters than most fanfics - sex - blood/abuse - violence - medical words - difficult words like 'svelte' - music [which will never be necessary to understand the book] . . . BLURB: Derek's catches Addison cheating on him with Finn. Finn is Derek's identical twin. Derek leaves NY and moves into the trailer in Seattle. Upon meeting Meredith, he starts to have panic attacks in his sleep. In his dreams, Derek meets his subconscious. Meredith helps Derek through his problems. . . . Tiktok + Instagram: goldempaddy . . . [I did not think that i had to type this but: anyone who makes fun of (rudely) or begins name calling in the cmt section will loose my respect and the respect of all my tiktok and instagram fans]