America, well, to say he never struggled would be a big fat lie. Yet, will the loss of support from his fellow nations send him into a spiral? #1 in RusAme 12/14/19 #1 in Hetalia 12/15/19 Dark!Depressed!Bulimic!Secretive!America x Russia Multiple OC's (human, state, nation, territory's) used. Human names used. Rated: T for violence (lol nobody's gonna pay attention to this) Hetalia belongs to Papa Hima

England and France found little America and fight over the poor boy. England summons Russia by accident during his magic ritual. France backs out then, but Russia see's the adorable boy and wants him. Will poor America even have a choice in who takes him?

I'm not good with descriptions. England misraised America. Now the Italies are raising America.

!THIS STORY ISN'T MINE! I'M ONLY RE-UPLOADING IT ON WATTPAD! All credits goes to the author: PurrV on archiveofourown.org Art by: @hakuku -------------- Every kingdom has a King. Every King has a Queen. They have a Jack who serves them in the open and an Ace who aids them in the shadows. Such it has always been in the four Kingdoms that governs the world. The wealthy Kingdom of Diamonds. The beautiful Kingdom of Hearts. The vast Kingdom of Clubs. The mighty Kingdom of Spades. Each has a King, each has a Queen, and together they rule their beloved kingdom as one. It has been this way for eons, as this was the natural law of the world. However the Kingdom of Spades has not had a Queen for a hundred years.

Is the clown the fool of the story, or are you? After all, the clown knows it's an act, but the audience is so lost in it that they tend to forget. Alfred had lived a long life. He'd learned a lot in it. That England was easy to gaslight if you knew what you were doing. France would back away from any show of force. Germany could ignore a bumbling idiot even as the evidence piled up just because he wasn't very good with people. Poland saw everything and read people like a book. Prussia would keep his mouth shut if you gave him enough liquor or made him obedient. Russia would turn a blind eye if you turned one to him. China never trusted anyone even if there was evidence of the contrary. His mother's revenge would play out, and it would make him the happiest man in the world. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hetalia:Axis Powers. No ships in this book! If there is it's in the past! Mostly sibling bonding. America can shapeshift and is non-binary (he/him female titles).

After WW2 Germany is seen as a monster. Because of him, Prussia was dissolved and is forced to live with Russia. Because of him, millions died and many countries especially Israel, France, and Poland don't want to be around him. Because of him, the Berlin Wall went up. The guilt and darkness are consuming him. America takes him in though and little by little he learns..... The past already happened and nothing can change that. But he can still do something about future. By changing the present. And Starting New

(Sequel to Strong, Truly Strong) Rise: Move from a lower position to a higher one. The countries now knew that America was strong. They knew that Alfred had been through a lot. He had hit his lowest because of them in the past. They had done that to him and he still wasn't very much comfortable around some of them. He still had some trust issues and after an incident, North America, especially him were trying to ignore their fathers. But you know what? He was gonna rise. Rise up. Rise up from the pain of the past. From the insults he had faced off with. From this low point. And the countries were gonna watch him. There was no doubt that he would rise up. After all, whatever life through at America. He would still. Rise

Strong: Being able to withstand great force or pressure. America was strong. His parents had abandoned him, he always was blamed for things, and was always able to withstand all the insults that the countries threw at him, but it hurt though. He was strong. But many of the countries didn't know that. But when a world meeting reveals America's memories. They'll find out and see him for what he really is. Strong. But not just strong. Truly Strong. Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia or it's cannon characters.

(Prequel to Strong, Truly Strong) Phoenix: a unique bird that lived for five or six centuries in the Arabian desert, after this time burning itself on a funeral pyre and rising from the ashes with renewed youth to live through another cycle. A Phoenix rises from the ashes. It just rises. America was going through alot at the moment. Countries were blaming and threatening him left and right for the Great Depression. And it had led him to cutting. It had led him to purging. It had led him to Depression. But he had his family by his side. And step by step, day by day, they were gonna help him rise. Just like a Phoenix.

This is a book of Hetalia smut. Enjoy! Most of it's crack!