This is a killugon angst! So read to find out!! Gon: 21, bottom Killua: 21, Top ⚠️warning! ⚠️ This fanfic contains: Selfharm, Suicide, Eating disorders, 18+ (Rolls are kinda reversed ) I DO NOT OWN HXH OR THE CHARACTERS!! JUST THE STORY!

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COVER ART IS NOT MINE!!!! KilluGon highschool AU aishiteru A Japanese phrase meaning; I love you ----- ⚠️⚠️ Cussing, boyxboy, Mentions of SH, bullying, attempted suicide, abuse, and rape, strong language ⚠️⚠️ Killua : 18 Gon: 18 Started: February 15, 2021 Ongoing

A world without magic is a world without life. That's what my father told me before he disappeared. I grew up in a little shack, barely scraping by. It was just me and my dad, as my mom passed away before I even uttered my first word. Some days, we couldn't even manage to have a single meal. Life was tough, but amidst it all, I held onto hope. Hope for a brighter future, a future that my dad always spoke of. He filled my mind with tales of the Stormy Seas and Deserted Islands, painting a vivid picture of a world beyond our own. He made me believe that something extraordinary was waiting out there, just for us. He had been talking about this mysterious "something" since I was a baby, and he swore that he would sail the vast waters to find it, to change our lives forever. And so, the day finally came when he embarked on his life-changing journey, leaving behind a 14-year-old me. Little did I know that it would be the last time I would ever see him. It has been four long years, but deep down, I know he's still out there, somewhere, chasing that elusive dream. And now, after all this time, I'm ready to pick up where he left off. I'm ready to embark on my own adventure and finish what my dad started -Gon This is a KilluGon fanfic with boyxboy material. Will contain SOME mature content but NO hardcore smut. I don't like writing that shit 🥲 TW: Sexual Assault Violence I do not own characters or art :) Ty for reading my loves 🥰 Started: May 4th 2022