Joss only understands the language of violence and the privilege of burying its consequences with money. Gawin is the tutor his father hires to straighten him out, but he ends up becoming the mirror that reflects every blow-with threefold force. Now, Gawin is everywhere: his shadow, his assistant, and the only person who can either manage or match his fury. Their relationship is a relentless cycle of passion and pain, of wounds healed with kisses and scars that only the other one truly understands.

Gawin was the stepbrother who took care of him. Joss was the alpha who humiliated him until he convinced him he would never be enough. One day, Gawin left him at an orphanage and never looked back. Fourteen years later, Joss reappears. Now he's a powerful alpha executive. Gawin is just a beta doctor assigned to his case. But Joss hasn't forgotten. And when Gawin tells him they're strangers-that nothing he does could ever affect him-Joss smiles. "You've also been lying awake every night, wondering what would have happened if you'd stayed." Gawin smiles back. Two obsessions, reflected in two people who never learned to let go. A game of power where the loser will be the one who dares to give in first.

(Joss Gawin) A vampire and a witch. Bound by a cursed spell. Sworn enemies... until they weren't. Joss never wanted to be bonded. Gawin never wanted to be tied to someone like him. But when a failed ancient bond forces them together, what begins as hatred turns into something far more dangerous- love. Now, with a curse threatening to destroy them both, they'll have to make an impossible choice: break the spell, or break each other. Enemies by fate. Lovers by defiance. Their blood was never just magic-it was the spell all along.

#JossGawin Fanfiction | Boys' Love | Dark Romance | Crime | Psychological Thriller | Drama Gawin Caskey was more than just an elite Interpol officer-he was relentless, sharp, and willing to risk everything for justice. But justice never saved anyone. One mission. One explosion. And just like that, he was gone. Declared dead. Buried in a name carved on a memorial. Joss Wayar was a monster wrapped in silk and blood, a man who thrived in chaos and built his empire on the bones of his enemies. But when Gawin vanished, the world tilted off its axis. Something inside him shattered. He didn't just mourn-he raged. He erased every last name on Gawin's unfinished hit list, drowning the city in fire and blood. And yet, the void remained. Until a whisper of the impossible reached him. Gawin was alive. Found in an isolated village, stripped of his past and locked in silence, his mind was a puzzle missing too many pieces. Joss took him-no, claimed him-dragging him into a hidden paradise built just for him. A place with no escape, no outside world. A golden cage wrapped in devotion, where Joss could keep him. Love him. Own him. But paradise was just another kind of prison. Trapped in Joss's suffocating embrace, Gawin's memories clawed their way back, piece by jagged piece. The mission. The explosion. The truth. And the terrible realization-Joss hadn't saved him. He had stolen him. Meanwhile, Roney, the one man who still refused to believe in Gawin's death, was closing in. Joss had gone too quiet, too still-a predator waiting to strike. And Roney knew, deep in his gut, that something was buried in the silence. Something Interpol had missed. With the past unraveling and obsession tightening its grip, Gawin stands at crossroads: return to the life he once swore by, or surrender to the dark devotion of the man who refuses to let him go. One choice means freedom. The other means love.

They began as co-stars and lovers, sharing scripts, secrets, and a home but fame demanded sacrifice, and Joss chose the spotlight over Gawin. Love shattered into silence, then rivalry. "I was trying to protect us gawin!" "Bullshit. You were trying to protect yourself. Your brand. Your fucking rising star image Joss." | JossGawin | 🗝 - No harm intended, all fiction. 🗝 - Enjoy reading!🩶

#JossGawin FanFic | Boys' Love (BL), Drama, Psychological Suspense, Dark Romance Gawin Rosevelt never wanted an arranged marriage, but when his family's future depends on it, he finds himself wed to the elusive and powerful George Laurent. George, a cruel and cold-hearted tycoon, is everything Gawin fears-and more. With a heart as frozen as his wealth, George vanishes into the shadows, leaving Gawin to navigate a world of luxury, loneliness, and mystery. As Gawin struggles to find his place in their home and his marriage, he is forced to face a question: is there any warmth left beneath George's ruthless exterior? Trapped in a gilded cage, Gawin must confront the sinister secrets of his husband's family, all while uncovering the hidden motives behind the family agreement that brought them together. In a world of power and manipulation, can Gawin ever escape the cold grip of his "devilish husband," or is he destined to live in his shadow forever? Will Gawin unravel the truth, or will he be lost in the darkness of his own desires? Warning: Contains mature themes, slow-burn romance, dark emotional dynamics, and psychological tension.

If you ask me, personally, what it means to love like a Sangngern, I might find myself fumbling for the right words. I might dress it up in metaphors, try to make it sound profound. But Sara Arisara Sangngern would never hesitate. From the age of three to eighteen, she has lived inside the answer. She learned it from the best example she had left after losing her father - from her uncle, Joss Way-ar Sangngern. She learned that love does not always arrive loudly. Sometimes, it stays. Sometimes, it ties your shoelaces, waits outside your classroom, and argues over how much sugar should go into your milk. She learned that grief can sit at the same table as laughter. That family can be rebuilt. And most of all, she learned what it means when one man looks at another the way her father once looked at her mother in that blurry memory of a 3 year old- quietly, stubbornly, as if the world could end and it still wouldn't matter. That is what it means to love like a Sangngern.

Some people are loved only after they are gone. Gawin grows up feeling temporary. Temporary child. Temporary family member. Temporary replacement. And Joss Wayar Sangngern becomes both the thing that hurts him most and the thing he wants most.

If you asked Gawin what he loves the most, he would not hesitate to say that it's his guitar. If you asked Gawin what he loves more than his guitar, he would hesitate for a bit, but he will eventually say kids. So now that he's a music teacher teaching the first grade, he could probably say he's living the dream. Until he met a kid in his class named Guinzly, who looked like an exact carbon copy of someone in his past. And then he was reminded about what he truly loves the most, more than his guitar, more than kids, more than life. --- Joss was on top of the world. Until his world crumbled. And he was left alone, re-learning how to live life without the love of his life by his side. So, when he met him again, his greatest love and his worst heartbreak, he chose to love again. And this time, he swears to let nothing get in the way. This time, he'll make sure his love stays. ***

"They built an empire on blueprints and a home on unspoken bi-panics." Gawin has spent years mastering the art of the "perfect roommate," living in the shadow of Joss's soaring corporate success while hiding a decade-long crush behind a mask of polite distance. However, his quiet devotion is complicated by a deeply rooted internal struggle: a confusing "homophobic crisis" where he mistakes his own paralyzing fear to confront his feelings for a prejudice he doesn't actually hold. Terrified that his intense physical reactions to Joss are a sign of discomfort rather than desire, Gawin overcompensates by building walls of awkwardness and self-doubt. In the sterile luxury of their shared penthouse, Gawin navigates a minefield of accidental touches and lingering looks, convinced that he is protecting their friendship, while Joss remains a silent, steady force waiting for the day his roommate finally realizes that the only thing standing between them is a lie Gawin told himself.