Will leaving everything behind can freed them from the endless pain or it can be a betrayal of his promised words? (UNEDITED AND LOTS OF PLOTHOLES AHEAD)

after dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes