Major TW: eating disorder, suicidal thoughts/actions GeorgeNotFound, the 24 year old streamer, is struggling with an eating disorder. He hasn't told anyone, not even his best friend, Dream. But when George is invited to Dream's house for a meet up, how will he hide it from his friends? And how will he deal with his feelings for his best friend? TW are listed in start of each chapter. Started: 4/5/21, Finished: 5/26/21, Edited: 2/27/22 If any of them are uncomfortable with the book it will be taken down!!! Highest Rankings: #1 in #dnf #1 in #dreamnotfound #1 in #angst #1 in #eatingdisorder #1 in #karlnap #1 in #minecraft #1 in #mentalhealth #1 in #sapnap #1 in #karljacobs #1 in #dreamteam #1 in #angstwithhappyending #2 in #gay #2 in #lgbt #2 in #lgbtq #3 in #mcyt #3 in #georgenotfound #3 in #dreamwastaken #3 in #gream #5 in #badboyhalo #7 in #dream

part of the "lyric-based" series - loosely based on the song "empty" by jaiden and boyinaband (muke) TW: anorexia /COMPLETED/ © colouredafi 2018 (THANKS FOR 100 VOTES!!) (THANKS FOR 400 READS!!)

Niall always received hate nothing new, all the boys did, but the difference was the boys could ignore it, all except niall who was addicted to reading every comment , Niall begins to notice that "Fat" is the recurring word in almost every tweet, so niall does the only thing he can think of, someone calls you fat, so you stop eating.

Struggling to find to love himself harry battles anorexia anxiety and depression but when he has a crush on a fellow band member will it turn out okay or will it all just fall apart?

"Not our fault lukes fat!" Ashton yells with a giggle, Michael and Calum laugh at the drummers choice of a joke, all of them glancing back to the laptop. What everyone misses though is the way Luke frowns slightly, and presses a hand over his tummy, he rubs an arm up and down his side for the rest of the twitcam, 'lukes fat..lukes fat...lukes fat' He chants over and over in his head. 'I'll be perfect, i won't stop until i am perfect.'

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

"Calum, he's just so...radiant" "No shit Luke, you stare at him like he's the freaking sun" *** The one where Ashton's just so radiant, and Luke can't help but fall for him, but Ashton has secrets and Luke has a girlfriend. #22- Lashton

It's impossible to understand the truly insidious, isolating power of an eating disorder until you've come out of the other side. What starts as a quick fix diet for an insecure Zayn Malik soon spirals out of control. Although Niall, Louis, Harry, and Liam are all on his side, will he be able to find it in himself to defeat the anorexic monster facing him in the mirror? (WARNING: potentially triggering!) Please note, this is not pro-ana in any way.

Ashton is broken. He's falling to pieces. Luke will do anything to put him back together again. (SEQUEL WILL BE COMING SOON)

Ashley Purdy centric. Kind of Andley. And I guess Ronnie Radke's in this a lot too. Trigger Warning: anorexia, eating disorders, mentions of suicide. Ash's POV.