" ugh, thank god we didn't have to film that kiss. absolutely disgusting . " " oh 𝒔𝒉𝒖𝒕 𝒖𝒑! I can already smell your breath inches away from you. I feel bad for anyone who ever kisses you . "

Love is a drug, a drug he tried so hard not to get high on, because like all drugs, they come with side effects, and those side effects only last a short period of time. "To everyone else i was Blake or Ghost, but to her. I was just Josiah. Her Josiah."

" 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞..."

one girl with a drugie mom and daddy issues, and one 'gangster' boy who will put up with her problems, as he deals with his own. an ashtray fanfic. never proof read, so correct me if there's any mistakes!

fam·i·ly /ˈfam(ə)lē/ True family members are people you can depend on and entrust to do something because you know what they are capable of and won't betray you.

She's a wild, free spirit who sees the good in everyone, and he's the hardened, bad-tempered loner who wants nothing to do with her-yet no matter how hard he tries to push her away, she's the one temptation he can't escape. *** He's never met someone with such a bubbly personality. Not to mention the wildness and odd phrases she says every five minutes. He hates it. He hates how he can't stay away from it. He hates what she does to him; it's not like him to chase after some girl. She gets under his skin like no other. She's never met someone with such a bad attitude. He's ill-mannered and menacing. The glare never seems to leave his face. Considering it all, she can't help but feel the attraction toward him. Dangerous attraction toward a seemingly dangerous man. Maybe it's the tattoos on his arm that gets her attention. Or maybe it's because she can tell there's hope for good under his rough exterior. And she's about to find it, whether he likes it or not. It's no secret that the two of them are complete and total opposites. *** "You like being called Sugar, don't you?" I tease, placing my toothbrush back after finishing. He does the same and gives me a side-eyed scowl. He grips my chin harshly and kisses me. My body temperature raises a good ten degrees and my right leg goes all wiggly. He pulls away. "You like it when I kiss you, don't you?" He teases the same way I did to him and I'm left blubbering. "I think both of our questions are rhetorical," I lower my voice up at him. His lip curls up into a smirk. *** #1 in Young Adult #9 in Badboy #1 in Cold #3 in Goodgirl #1 in Sweetheart #14 in Love *** *Warning* This story contains mature themes (language, scenes)

❝ 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘢 𝘘𝘶𝘦𝘦𝘯, 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘔𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘴 𝘛𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩. ❞ (𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝟏 - 𝟐) (𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐜 𝐱 𝐅𝐞𝐳𝐜𝐨) 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃: 𝟎𝟓.𝟎𝟐.𝟐𝟐 𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐃: 𝟏𝟓.𝟎𝟑.𝟐𝟐

"I always thought you were the most beautiful girl I've ever seen"

"I don't fuck girls who can't listen," she carefully whispered, pulling back to gauge my narrowed reaction before she continued, "Maybe be a good girl next time." And just like that she went to pull away. Well, that was before I wrapped my toned legs around her torso and roughly pulled her back into me. Again, I hate being told no. ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ After getting involved with Noa Vitali, a mafia boss to whom her older brother was an underboss to, Lunden Spade finds herself striking up an explicit deal, piquing both of their interests. Will Lunden find her limits being pushed entirely too far for her liking? And more importantly... Will she like it?

"for a moment, i was feeling like i had you. didn't wanna leave, i had to. it's a quarter after three saying everything we mean." ---- [seasons one] [completed] [book 1 of 2] [editing]