//~Part 1 of the Shattered Secret Dyad~\\ ((TW: Pregnancy..... started this at the age of 14 back in 2015 so please bear with me)) ---------- "It's the secrets that we keep that seem to destroy the world around us," I say, hoping my fear was well hidden. "Says the girl who kept a secret from me for six years," Ren snarls back. --------- You were small when you first met Ben Solo, the boy with the Dark hair, your best friend. You've known him all your life, sharing countless memories together. But one day, he says he has to leave to train to be a Jedi with his Uncle Luke. He promises to return, and the night before he leaves is one you would never forget. But you leave the planet of Corellia you've called home only after two months goes by, and that's when the secrets start. A year passes, and word is spread that Ben has fallen to the Dark Side, killing all of the Jedi Padawans Luke had trained. Devastated, you return to the only home you've ever known for the comforting of General Leia. Five years pass when you finally come face to face with Kylo Ren, your secrets trailing behind you like the cape on his back.

Your life is miserable on Jakku, but suddenly, you're captured by Kylo Ren. You're made his apprentice. Between the training sessions and everything else, the tension grows between you and him. The attraction is strong, and you're not going to fight it. But will you be able to become everything he wants and needs? This story is PG-13 mostly, but there will be rated R parts, so if your 13/14 don't read this, just don't. Disclaimer: I don't own any star wars characters or things related to the star wars franchise.

After finishing medical school you decide to join the first order as one of their medics. A routine assignment does not go as planned and it's on you to take care of the supreme leader.

Your talent in English literature hasn't gone unnoticed by your professor, Kylo Ren, but you lack the focus and application to meet your full potential. Perhaps he can urge you to give in to that potential. And to him. But the more you learn about Kylo Ren, the more you realize you can use his own tactics as a professor to help unravel the past that he refuses to face. Or, you're infatuated with your dark and brooding English professor, Kylo Ren, who, to your surprise, returns the sentiment. This is a LONG-FORM, SLOW-BURN (emotionally, not sexually) work. Please take note of that if that's not your cup of tea! That's just my style of writing, and reading for that matter, which is okay. And if that's not your cup of tea, that's okay too! Originally posted to ao3, expanded to wattpad so it can be accessibly to anyone who may want to read it, but on a different platform. This story is 18+. Periodt. Please consider the following warnings/tags. Also, a disclaimer, this story can be fairly dark. Please remember the importance of clear consent and communications if your everyday lives. -light bdsm, -slapping, -choking, -rough sex, -freudian elements, -sub/dom, -dirty talk, -over-stimulation, -so on and so forth. Additionally, there are themes of family illnesses (cancer/heart conditions/death), absent parents, dysfunctional families. Please be careful or opt out if these themes, or the above tags, are triggering or are harmful for your mental health in any way, as most or all of them are prevalent and recurring throughout the entire work. Your well-being is way more important than any fanfic.