This is a story about Pete and Kao's relationship and how it might have progressed after DBK or Dark Blue Kiss------ and what a day to publish the first 3 chapters since it DBK's Anniversary today, May 14th. This is a fan fiction I am writing while on quarantine. I will be uploading succeding chapters every Thursday... 13 Chapters long. It's been a while since ive written anything so bare with my writing. LOL

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. This could not be happening. Why did he do that? Why did he say that? This could ruin their friendship for all New knew. "Fuck," New hissed out loud, letting his palms dig into his closed eyes as his head pounded. He fucked up, he fucked up bad. "Hin?" New ripped his hands away from his face, letting them drop to his lap as he twisted around to look at his friend who had just woken up. He watched the confusion take over Tay's features, drowsiness gone as his eyebrows knit together in confusion, letting the memory of the night before sink in as he glanced around the hotel room. All of the alcohol, all of the touches, all of the kisses, and all of the sounds. New flinched when Tay looked back at him with wide eyes and muttered his own curse, "Shit." - After having drunk sex with his friend after a company dinner, New was horrified. He thought their friendship was ruined, but Tay hadn't minded at all. In fact, how else could they de-stress from all the amount of work they do at their company? Tay and New then decide to become what some would call "friends-with-benefits" but what happens when New finds out he has feelings for his own friend? byeolid also available in ao3: byeoli

At a young age of eighteen, New was living the life of a teenage boy diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. With his life hanging by a thread, he realized that it was too short to be spent on memories that will only result in melancholy, and so he chose to live a life brimming with joy and contentment. He keeps with him a notebook that has all the things he wants to do before dying, and looks forward to cheking them off one by one. But on a bus ride to school on a normal day, he crosses paths with Tawan, a teenage boy who bears the weight of the world. And while his life is not bound to end by a terminal illness, he wishes to cease existing more than anyone else. When a boy wanting to make the most out of his life meets another who wishes to cease existing, will a lasting relationship ever bloom?