"I wanted to give him a million reasons to live, even if none of those reasons somehow involved me..." X has led a life full of tragedies and set backs he carries scars and wounds so deep in his heart that love, life, and trust have no meaning. He's always searching for some sort of meaning in his everyday life, aching to fill the void. To calm the voice's in his head. And one day he discovers that what he needs in his life is innocence. And it comes in a form of a girl with a bright smile, pure heart, and shy soul. Her purity, her innocence captivate and make even the most impossible possible. X begins to form a bond, a bond that is tied by fate but the tragedy that shadows over them makes even the brightest fade. (Fair warning: This story just might make you cry)

17 year old Jaylani escapes her past with an abusive mother and boyfriend back in Chicago to live with her 19 year old brother Stokeley in Broward county Florida. Jaylani has numerous mental illnesses such as schizophrenia, mixed personality disorder, depression, and crippling anxiety. The boy next door/Stokeleys best friend Jahseh will change her life forever when she falls in love with a person far too dangerous for her. This story involves murder, self harm, sexual content, swearing, and drugs and alcohol. This may not be suitable for some people.

ab·duct /abˈdəkt/ take (someone) away illegally by force or deception; kidnap. everything feels perfectly normal until lia and ashley feel like someone keeps watching them..

This is some dumb shit I made when I was 14 it will give you brain damage Everything in this is a trigger warning ⚠️ You have been warned

"Selling souls, breaking rules.. I will never change -no I will never break" Strangers>enemies>to friends? Jahseh was going through a certain transition, Violet Smith just so happens to get caught into it... this book is a hidden gem🌪 My goal was to make this story odd and unique. Enjoy.

Read to find out ⛈⚡️

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"Someone's gonna treat you the way you deserve , but that person can't be me . I'm sorry"

In this story you're reading about a 16 year old girl named Nataly just trying to finish high school with her best friend Laurie But what happens when she meets Jahseh and her mother get diagnosed with cancer. Her world turns upside down completely?

DISCLAIMER: this book was written and published before the death of jahseh. if you are easily triggered please do not read, thank you. ***MAY CONTAIN OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE, SLURS AND CONTENT*** (my first ever written book so there will be many spelling errors, grammar mistakes and etc.) •highest rank- #9 IN FAN FICTION « first and original xxxtentacion fanfic of a boy moving next door. » #LLJ🕊♥️ fly high baby. COMPLETED.