Canon compliant rafebarry fanfiction, in which Rafe seeks salvation from his sins in Barry (and a giant gold cross). Rafe thinks he's going to hell for what he did to Peterkin so he picks up a bible and realizes that if you think about it, him and his dad are not so different from the Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ. (Yeah, he's going fully insane in this one) TW for all things Rafe Cameron, meaning drugs, graphic violence, domestic abuse, suicidal& homicidal thoughts,...-Nah, sorry, because are these really trigger warnings or is it just a peek into Rafes daily to-do list? Also a disclaimer, since Rafe is going to be drunk and/or high throughout this entire book, the consent given is obviously questionable.

«« "I hate you so much that sometimes I can't think of anything else." »» JJ Maybank and Rafe Cameron are natural born rivals. One is a disgraced Pogue, and the other a respected Kook. On paper, they have nothing in common. But it turns out they have more to each other than they could ever realise. Unlikely circumstances throw them together, and they are quickly drawn into a slightly risky, unpredictable relationship, with a strict no-strings rule. Nevertheless, Rafe begins to develop a dark and compulsive obsession with JJ, which threatens to destroy them both. No made up new characters; just the canon ones New part every 3-4 days Feel free to message if suggestions- and you'll be credited xx