When Rin and Bon are forced to finally get along with each other, a new door is opened for unknown feelings and a burning desire. All the characters and blue excorcist belong to Kazue Kato. I hold no rights.

For the first time in his life, Rin finally had friends. He had people who he could rely on, people he could trust. And one camping trip destroyed that. He never asked to be the son of Satan. He never asked to be cursed with these blue flames. And he certainly never asked to be hated by everyone he cared about. With his friends calling him a demon and his brother threatening to shoot him every 5 minutes will he be pushed to the brink? And can a certain rooster-haired bastard be able to bring him back? Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts and actions, self hate, depression, etc.

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️: Suicide, self-harm, anxiety, etc. What if, in the anime Blue Exorcist, Rin Okumura were to give into depression? What if he were to have had it since he was little? How would things change? Find out in this fanfiction! I don't own anything from the Blue Exorcist series. Update: I no longer use Wattpad, but AO3! I am currently rewriting this on there. Visit the last chapter for links :)

Kill a demon. That was the only instruction given to Class 1-A before the students were sent on a mission to a school none of them have ever heard of before. True Cross Academy, a place for the incredibly gifted. And for the quirkless. Unlike anything any of them have ever seen, the class are instantly on their guard, and have little choice but to team up with none other than the school's faculty of exorcists. A small group harbouring a secret way bigger than themselves. Because, unbeknown to Class 1-A, their target is much closer than they've yet to realise. And Rin intends to keep it that way, for the sake of his own life. The son of Satan versus a group of superhuman teenagers. This should be fun.

A truth or dare question goes wrong, and suddenly, Rin is spilling his feelings out to his closest friends. He's spilling out words he never wanted them to hear. ANGST. A LOT OF IT.

While Rin was talking to Mephisto, somehow there conversation ended up being about a parallel universe. Then Mephisto got the idea to send him to a different version of the world where there are schools for people with special abilities. Once he and Yukio agreed to send Rin to one of these schools, he is sent to a school called UA. Disclaimer: I do NOT own blue exorcist or bnha!!!!! All credit for art and videos goes to the original owners!!!!! U I

This is the rewritten version What if Rin overheard Shiro and Yukio talking about their little 'secret' one night? What would change? Rin couldn't stay in a church full of secrets so at the age of 14 he made the decision to run away. 10 months later a mystery singer was the gossip of social media even Shiro and Yukio enjoyed his music. What if Shiro and Yukio went to Rin's first live and revealed to the world who he was. WARNING: Harsh language BoyxBoy DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own Blue Exorcist/Ao No Exorcist or the cover

Takes place shortly after Rin defeats the impure king. Rin is being targeted by a strange demon that seems to want nothing but to see him suffer.

Rin knew what it felt like to be betrayed and he was used to it by now, he just wasn't used to it hurting this much--why did it have to hurt so much? Set after the Camping Trip Arc. Not your common cliche. Warning: Depression, Angst, Language

None of them noticed it. It was strange, really. I thought it was obvious. I fell asleep in class due to lack of sleep, I always ate loads in front of others because I didn't eat when I was alone, I wore my jacket or kept my sleeves rolled down because of the scratchs on my arms and I let people tell me I was a monster. Once you've been told something enough times, you start believing it. Except, I had always believed it. But it took near death for me to realise that they were all wrong. I wasn't a monster. I wasn't evil. I was Rin Okumura. And I was broken beyond repair. WARNING: there will be triggering chapters and quite a bit of swearing.