Zayn is depressed and tries to hide it. But what will happen if someone finds out his secret? Will he make it worse, or just better? or the one where Zayn cuts himself and Liam finds out and wants to help him, but that's more difficult than he thought... contains: self-harm, slight mention/thoughts of an eating disorder, boyxboy, curse words, anti-LGBTQ+ thoughts if you don't like any of these, please don't read! #5 - ziam (07-04-2020) #1 - ziam (17-06-2020) #304 - larrystylinson (17-09-2020) #396 - zaynmalik (17-09-2020) #857- onedirection (17-09-2020)

"roll up your sleeves Zayn" tw • self harm • abuse • anorexia • depression • suicide attempts • more to come {i restarted this story because my tops sounded like bottoms oop} started : october 29, 2018 finished : june 19, 2020