"I'm a monster!" he shouted in my face, his veins popping out on his neck. I tried to hold my tears but failed, all these months of patience and anger caused my body to shake, my heart was pounding so loud in my chest that my blood was boiling in my veins. "No Harry! You're not a monster!" I cried out loud, my chest rising and falling from my heavy breathing. He clenched his jaw and fisted his palms and in seconds, he punched the wall that was behind me right next to me, making me gasp for air. All the anger that built inside me was now replaced by fear as his piercing green eyes turned to a darker shade. "How can you say that after what I did to you?" he hissed, his hot breath hitting my swollen lips, his nostrils flaring. I took a deep shakey breath before I parted my lips to answer him. "Because I can see through you, Harry. I can see your innocence."

"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life" Harry Styles may seem like the happiest boy. Fame, fortune, and all the girls he could want. But behind hidden doors, he's broken. He's broken on the inside and no amount of love or patience could fix him. When he can't turn to his family, and he can't turn to the boys, he needs to find a place to vent his anger and depression. He starts a blog on a website called Tumblr, where no one knows who he is. No one can expect you to be a womanizer or role model if they don't know you're actually Harry Styles. Louis has no clue why Harry has been in his room a lot. He has no clue why Harry's always wearing tight skinny jeans instead of the baggy ones he knew the curly boy loved. But what happens when Louis walks in to ask Harry a question and finds the boy's Tumblr open? How is he supposed to handle this? Not only is his best mate living a secret online life, but he is suffering depression and has been hurting himself in so many ways. Louis can't confront him, so he does what he thinks is the right thing. He starts a blog, and starts messaging Harry anonymously. Harry seems a bit cheerier in the morning, and even starts smiling again. But what happens when they fall in love with each other, but Harry doesn't know that "CleverUsername" is actually his best mate? With love, drama, hate, and depression, can anyone ever be happy with the one they love? And most importantly, can Louis learn how to save a life?

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Louis Tomlinson was, as you can say, a "bad boy." Harry Styles though was completely opposite. He was a sweet, fragile boy, and not only that---he's deaf. The two fall in love rather quickly like any other story, but there's just something holding them back.. And that something, or should I say someone, is Zayn Malik. -- I wrote this when I was 13 and I'm 21 now so I realize how bad my writing in general was and I literally cringe every time I think of it. I haven't reread any of my books since 2013, I get second hand embarrassment for myself enough that it would be impossible for me to go through and correct any grammar or spelling errors I made. It's killing me to even write this now haha. But THANK YOU to anyone who actually read through and somehow enjoyed it, I appreciate it so much, really. :) / ⚠️NO SOUND 2 can be found on my profile, but it's incomplete and has been for years. With that in mind, I must warn you that this book ends in a cliffhanger. I probably would find something else to read. I sincerely apologize. I suck, I know :(

✓ (TRIGGER WARNING: Contains self harm, attempt in suicide, suicidal thoughts, ect.) Harry and Louis. Larry Stylinson. They were the ship of dreams. Until they came out to their management. Desperate to keep the love between the boys a secret they found Eleanor Calder. An old friend of Harry's to be Louis' fake girlfriend; Larry's beard. But when Louis makes the mistake of falling for her, he breaks Harry's heart in the process. And what happens when Harry Styles can't take it anymore and snaps. Will Louis ever get to fix his mistake or is their love doomed? And throw in Nick Grimshaw and Zayn Malik.. Who knows what could happen.