"I'm here now. I'm here to patch you back up until you're good as new. And love you until you forget what that hurt feels like." For a long time, Jade Thirlwall had been plagued by the trauma of her childhood. Which led her into even more trauma in her adult life. She had been used and abused her entire life. Ever since she was old enough to remember, everyone who was supposed to love and care for her, abused her in every way imaginable, and treated her like dirt. Her past completely altered her view of what love actually was and what it was supposed to look like. Leaving her broken, emotionally scared and insecure. She'd been hurt to the point where she stopped believing in love altogether, and was dangerously close to the edge, ready to fall. That was until one faithful night, while trying to jump ship on her past, she dived right into the deep blue eyes that would become her future. Seemingly, love finally found her. But can she allow herself to receive it, or is she already too far gone? Follow Jerrie as they navigate the ups and downs and ins and outs of love and life, while trying desperately to protect one another and what they have from threat after threat. With people poking holes at them left and right, will our favorite ship be able to stay afloat, or will it sink under the pressure? Read on to find out. ------ FYI ‼️ There's tons of fluff, 🥰 Tons of smut, 🥵 Danger around every corner, 😱 & most importantly there's Jerrie ❤️🤞🏾 ------ Book 1️⃣ of 2️⃣ [Check out Dreams and Nightmares] ------ 🚨Trigger Warning🚨 Not a ton, but there is some violence, physical abuse, mention of sexual abuse, and occasional mention of self-harm.

Not enough. Perrie Edwards has never been enough. Every person she has ever loved abandoned her - from her father to her fiance. She finally accepted the fact she would never be enough to hold any one's heart and soul. Then Perrie met Jade Thirlwall. When her world literally collided with the sexy former Navy Seal, everything she always believed is turned upside down and left scattered. Jade made her feel alive and desired. Consumed her with fierceness and loyalty - which completely unnerved her. Jade got her in a way no one ever had. Giving Jade the power to destroy her. Warning: G!P ~ CONVERTED ~ Beloved by Corinne Michaels

Guilt. Obligation. Responsibility. Jade Thirlwall is consumed with all three. After another devastating loss, Jade forced herself to protect the woman she loves the only way she knew how - by walking away. Fear. Trust. Conviction. Perrie Edwards took a chance and let love in. Only to once again have it ripped away from her. When tragedy strikes, Perrie is unwilling to let fate take the reins. She rushes to Jade's side ready to fight for her. Warning: G!P Book Two of "Come To Me" ~ CONVERTED ~ Beholden by Corinne Michaels

"It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone." - Rose Fitzgerald Kennedy (Converted from Battle Scars)

At this late hour Perrie Edwards stumbled through the streets of London. She was not herself a long time ago. Daughter of a billionaire yet so poor soul. She slipped away from the party her reckless body was attending every night. Hopeless tries, one after another, to forget what ripped off the left side of her chest and rooted out her heart. They were all the same. They were leaving. Life of pleasures. Alcohol. Money. Drugs. Sex. Perrie never found the point in it but what felt like her seventh shot and only the first pill in this cold night, her dazed mind suddenly decided to take a walk in the park to freshen up; to feel something at least. And oh, she felt... Lovesick (adj.) in love, or missing the person one loves, so much that one is unable to act normally ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: please, do not read if uncomfortable⚠️

you only know you love her when you let her go TW // suicidal thoughts

Perrie and Jade's history is affecting the Little Mix brand, and their new label is determined to get to the bottom of it before the release of their fifth album. Can Jerrie reconcile from their broken hearts and figure out how to get the band's chemistry back to the way it was?

Perrie only sees the good in the world. She appreciates the little things. Like the smell of roasted coffee in the morning. How nice the breeze feels on a hot summer's day. Staying up all night chatting to her friends, and no matter how many times you play Mr Brightside on a night out, it never gets old. Jade is the definition of a pessimist. She cannot remember the last time she laughed or smiled genuinely. The weight on her shoulder is ever-growing. After the death of her father and loosing the love of her life to another woman, she doesn't see the point of carrying it anymore. Perrie meets Jade at her lowest. But can she be the one to show Jade that although the world is a scary place that causes us pain... it is also full of happiness. That no matter what, life is truly worth living. Or will it be too late? Read and find out .... A Jerrie Thirlwards saga has just begun :) Get your Jerrie Hearts Ready hehe Based on the movie Jab We Met

Jade Thirlwall has spent the last few years looking up to Perrie Edwards. She is the one who inspired Jade to study music production, and has helped her in ways she will never know; or at least that's what Jade thought. Under the most unexpected circumstances, she finally gets to meet Perrie, and finds out that there is so much more about her she didn't know.

Have you ever wondered what happens backstage of your favourite Jerrie moments? What Jerrie Keeps Behind Closed Doors? This is a compilation of short stories based in real life events. Little Mix vocabulary and epic quotes references aren't mere coincidence 🙊♥️✨