I promised her that I would do what makes me happy, and I did. And though she might be a secret to others, the song that she left, and all her ideas, created something spectacular. You see, she's not really gone, and alongside with the band, her idea would remain forever.

I wake up to the sound of a man's voice. It reminds me of Jared, so I start to squirm. "Hey it's okay," Soothed the voice. I open my eyes and at first I notice the rain pouring down on me. It must be about six in the morning. I look around, confused at who was talking to me. My eye sight straightens and I see a big bus. I look in front of me and almost have a heart attack. In front of me stands Gerard Way, the lead singer of My Chemical Romance. He looks straight at me. "Are you okay?" He asks me. "Gerard?"