Harry Styles, 18, has severe depression and doesnt exactly know how to cope with it. until one day he bumps into the only person that will bring him light. TW// This story has mentions of self harm, suicide and bulimia

"Some day this voice is going to make you feel worthless." "It already has." Or an AU where Harry is depressed and Louis wants to help.

It's the day Directioners everywhere are screaming, the day that social media is exploding, It's the day where the world is going crazy. It's the the day One Direction are getting back together. *** Within the band tensions are high. Harry and Louis didn't exactly leave on great terms. But what on earth happened to Louis on hiatus to make him so different? Will the boys manage to sort out their problems? Or will it be the end of One Direction for good? Trigger Warning - Includes detailed self harm.

Harry selfharms and never feels good enough for anyone. Not even Louis. He's loved Louis since the X-Factor but does Louis feel the same way? What happens when Harry starts to get bullied, and made fun of constantly? He becomes suicidal, can't take it anymore and decides to end it all. Does he succeed?

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

After the band broke up the couple swore that they would never leave each other. But things change and people do too. (L.S.)