She lives a life of regret and pain. On the outside, people see her as a happy, lively teen girl. But what they don't know is inside she's screaming for help, inside she's hurting. She isn't really a happy, lively girl. Rather, she is a depressed individual. One that ruins people's lives. She lives by her mistakes, her failures. She forces herself to feel the pain she caused to others. She thinks she is worthless, that no one cares about her really. They may say they do, but she doesn't believe it. All she wants is to be loved, cared for, and understood. But no one deep down loves her. When she needs help they don't care enough to help. And no one tries to understand. <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> That girl is me. And this is my story.

At age 16, she had enough of the crime and wicked ways. Elise Caster was determined to have a good life and not become an adult in her evil-touched village of Iren. So, on the night that marked her 16 hard years in the world, she escaped. But life wouldn't be perfect for Elise, choosing to go to the Great City meant choosing another life. She would find out the meaning of true love and loyalty. It meant fighting challenges, discovering who she really is, and having dark secrets revealed to her... Elise Caster would be no ordinary village peasant anymore.

This is a book full of the poems I have written. My poems are filled with the emotions that are deep within my heart and mind. So I thought I might share them with you! Lately...they've gotten depressing. I'm sorry. But all of the poems and quotes included in this book are mine, I created them. Please don't take them without giving me credit. Thanks! ***May be triggering***