Do you ever get clean enough? https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2ofNXtDZFj46UVQDFg8rdR?si=W-73lqrNST2YT1zcz-TzYw

Book 1 of the Diaz series Aliyah Cameron, 18, who's struggled with mental health and the relationship between her father and brother. Who once you get to know can be a very bubbly and trusting person, her mother left her after being born, her father blamed her for the mother leaving and had made her believe everyone would leave her once they know her and her past, struggling to believe she'll finally find somewhere she'll belong, struggling to believe she'll succeed Alastair Diaz, 20, who's had a perfect life, or so it seems. Until being involved into the mafia at such a young age, had turned him into such a cold hearted person, seeing things he never thought he'd see, doing things he never thought he would, struggling to believe he didn't fail anyone, believing he was destined to fail everyone he once loved. Could he change for Aliyah? Could he Save Aliyah from her past? Or could he fail her like he believes he does to everyone. Contains: Mature scenes Gore Kidnapping Abuse Smut Rankings: #1 adoration #1 sadpast #22 hope #39 mysterious #1 mafia

❝ 𝙎𝙤 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣, 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙙. ❝ 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙𝙚. 𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣. 𝐀 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐙𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐂𝐡𝐢 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 & 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐬. If you're looking for Top Childe, you're in the wrong book. This may suggest some of it, but he's just a power bottom. Zhongli is the top here and sometimes a switch. But I'll most likely never write that.

༄ how long can a spark last, before it burns out? its the year 1984- and g has just started boarding school in america. he makes friends easily enough, but there's one boy who he just can't seem to get along with. once the two of them manage to overcome their differences, their friendship progresses into something george never knew he wanted, something he never thought he would find. something his father would never approve of. as the school year drags on and they're left to try and tackle all of the problems thrown at them, their bond then ends up becoming stronger than ever. but at what cost? ༄