Sugawara goes through all his pressure alone. The weight of perfection slowly crushing him to death, whilst nobody's looking. They all think he's perfect, they all think he's fine. But what happens when the pressure gets to be too much? He's already torn at the seems, and now that everything is crashing down so fast, he can only see one way of stopping it. WARNING: may contain thoughts/attempts/mentions of suicide, self hate, hatred, bullying and abused/neglect.

tom is an introvert. a blank sheet. tord is an enigma. a mystery. what happens when the two become neighbours? pastel!tord x tom. disclaimer: this is not my fanfic, it is a reupload, the original author left and deleted their account.