you are a typical college student, living your life like a normal person would do. one night you decide to let loose and relieve your stress for once, but an interaction with a dude that night would change everything. (disclaimer!): grammar is not that good in this story and it is very very outdated, excuse that. started- 6/5/2021 completed-9/11/2021

you cheat on your math homework, get away with it thanks to pretty privilege and start to like the boy you always thought negative of. eren jaeger

𝗜𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 𝗘𝗿𝗲𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗬/𝗻 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗲𝗮𝗺 𝘂𝗽 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗱𝗲𝗲𝗽𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗲𝗰𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝘁 ⚠︎𝑊𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔⚠︎ 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘴; •𝘚𝘮𝘶𝘵 •𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘓𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘨𝘦 •𝘔𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘚𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝙀𝙧𝙚𝙣 𝙔𝙚𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙭𝘽𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙠!𝙁𝙚𝙢!𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 ©️ 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘈𝘖𝘛 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘏𝘢𝘫𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘐𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘮𝘢

/dɪˈspɛː/ noun the complete loss or absence of hope. "a voice full of self-hatred and despair" !READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED 16+! !!TW; Alcohol use/abuse, Drug use/abuse, Mental Health Issues, Self Harm, Mental/Physical Abuse, Adult Themes, SA, Su!c!dal thoughts/tendencies, Smut Eren Jaeger x Fem!Reader College AU Lovers to Ex to Lovers Slow burn Jean Kirschtein x Fem!Reader

COVER ART CREDS; redwarrior3 on tumblr :) In modern Paradis, you've joined the survey corps three months ago, and thought you've met everyone, until you stumble across ex titan shifter Eren Jaeger, who you've never seen before now. When you come to figure out that the girl he's in love with just so happens to be dating the boy you've been in love with for months, you both agree on an elaborate scheme to get revenge by pretending to date each other to make them jealous. As you spend more time with him, things slowly start unraveling for the worst. But is it really revenge you're both after? Or...is there something more? NOTE #1; i do not own any characters in Attack on Titan, the only thing i own is this plot. All rights to the characters & settings in this story go to Hajime Isayama. NOTE #2: this isn't really an enemies to lovers ff, but Eren is kind of an asshole throughout the story. but i promise he gets better. also, I've made the chapters quite long instead of splitting them up into shorter chapters, so sorry about the long reads lol. also also, the reader is presented as female, just for a head's up:) CONTENT WARNING: this fanfic contains smut, alcohol & drug (weed) consumption, obviously coarse language, talks of self harm, suicide, anxiety and depression, more graphic kinks (such as knife play, bondage, blood play), and overall is meant for a mature audience. I'll stop rambling now, enjoy! Also, please don't be afraid to give any sort of criticism in the comments, I'd love to hear what you think of it so far or what you would like to see :) cool rankings I've gotten; (feb 9th 2022 ) #2 in erenxreader #42 in erenjaeger #77 in eren #4 in erenfanfic #15 in erenfanfic #90 in erenjaeger #1 in erenjaegerfanfic (feb 12th 2022) #1 in erenfanfic #1 in erenjaegerfanfic #90 in shingekinokyojin #21 in sashabraus #34 in snkxreader #27 in jeankirstein (feb 13th 2022) #3 in attackontitan #1 in erenfanfic

"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞...𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐲.." "....𝐇𝐦𝐦.. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐦𝐚?" In which you meet a mysterious and closed off boy in the library, who strangely gives off familiar energy, but is a complete "stranger". So much secrets, so much emotions, so much intimacy, so much LOVE. Somehow he just can't seem to stay away from you, as you just can't seem to stay away from him. HIM; the boy from the library. BLACK FEM READER (She/her prns) Erenxblackreader Please do not copy my story or repost/ rewrite it This story does contain mature themes such as smoking, sensitive topics, and sexual moments, heavy violence, as well as vulgar language. If you feel uncomfortable with any of those things this story is not for you ⚠️ If any images are used they are not mine unless I say they are, so creds to the artist ⚠️ ⚠️ I do not own Attack on Titan or any of the characters from the anime ⚠️

[UNDER CONSTRUCTION] eren jaeger. - "𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙩." - black fem reader - © Hajime Isayama! Shingeki no Kyojin 2013 © -SHM0NEY don't April 15 2021 - - sum parts of the story as inspired by brooklyn baby!

-𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 -𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 -𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨 -𝟏𝟖+ -𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐲/𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬 -𝐢 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐢 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭

╰┈➤ ❝ 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐄𝐫𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞'𝐬 𝐘/𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐔𝐧𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦, 𝐘/𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐟𝐞𝐰 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 ❞ 𝟏. 𝐍𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝟐. 𝐍𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝟑. 𝐍𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 ˚ ༘♡ ·˚ ₊˚ˑ༄ؘ ˏˋ°•*⁀➷𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭! ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐀𝐎𝟑 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 ˏˋ°•*⁀➷𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐀𝐎𝐓 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞 ˏˋ°•*⁀➷𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐀𝐎𝐓 ˏˋ°•*⁀➷𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐞 ˚ ༘♡ ·˚ ₊˚ˑ༄ؘ ˏˋ°•*⁀➷𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝: 𝟎𝟐/𝟏𝟏 ˏˋ°•*⁀➷𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝: 𝟎𝟑/𝟐𝟒 ˚ ༘♡ ·˚ ₊˚ˑ༄ؘ

(COLLEGE AU) Y/N is forced to return to her hometown due to her grandmothers unfortunate accident, and, by trade, forced to transfer her studies there. She becomes involved in the local college, only to find that one of her former admirers from high school is now an attendant there. But, he's much different than the small, anti-social loner that she remembered. His formerly unkept short brown hair was now long and grown out, and kept away in a bun. His newly muscular arms were littered with tattoos of all varieties and genres, some blazen with color, and others a monochrome grey. The boys jawline was quite pronounced, not to mention his eyes shone a bluish hue, contrasting his usual grey. Obviously, anyone would fall for his handsome looks, sharp build, and profound confidence- and now she was no exception. Much to her surprise, though, it seems that he has no memory of his previous infatuation with her, and that her attraction is completely and utterly one-sided. At least, thats what he makes her think. TLDR: Y/N comes back to her hometown just cause, and transfers to the college there. she finds out the nerdy loner boy that had a crush on her when they were in high school is now SMOKIN HAWT and she got a crush on him. but he says he doesnt remember her- or does he O-O art used in cover: elswv on insta graphic used as cover: kisskatsuki on wattpad