[Completed] "It started out not too badly. I thought that I could be a bit more confident if I lost a few pounds, but that soon spiralled out of control. I forgot who I was and what I liked to do. I didn't have any energy to pursue anything that I wanted to. I didn't want to either. My life had become very unlike my own." ❗Warning❗ Mentions of severe eating disorders and mental illness Started: May 16th 2020 Finished: August 17th 2022 Best ranking: #3 in readatyourownrisk, #1 in jincentric, #1 in jinangst Second Place in the 21st Century Awards 2020

UPDATES DAILY! "There are three things you need to know before reading this: 1. There are no happy endings, some of us just end up with a little less tragedy than everyone else. 2. You were never supposed to read any of these, so if you are, then first of all I hate you for this, but you reading this means I'm gone. 3. I never really stopped loving you." started: november 4, 2019 finished: [whenever it's finished] new chapters posted at around 9pm PST (key word: around- i'll try to be as consistent as possible but it might not be exactly 9:00)

'It was just me, you and the stars.' started: 31/01/20 ended: 04/05/20

When an introverted boy meets the boy in the rain. "Who knew that only you could make me feel alive?" - Seungjin with a sprinkle of Minsung © sunshineseungminnie // FIN.

Original: Wonder by wordcouture on AO3. This is just an extended version of the original that I wrote with a hopeful ending because the original made me so sad. ! platonic