Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

You have been a fan of Dan and Phil for ages. You decide to move to London after you graduate college. You feel alone there, considering your family is still in America. But then you meet Dan and Phil. And you have to keep a secret from all of their fans. Will they eventually tell them? Or will they lie to their fans forever?

This is a fic from Dan's point of view based on the song 'Fear Garden' by Kagamine Rin. A bit gory.