"and if my suicide fails, I'll see you tomorrow." trigger warning. please don't read if you are sensitive to self harm/suicide. please stay positive.

It all started with the headaches. Harry's fine, he thought just so so tired. My own rendition of the iconic Cold Blue Water fic.

A story about a 17 year old boy called Louis Tomlinson who lost his parents and suffers from anxiety of loosing people that he grows to like. So he stays quiet, watching the world go on around him with no one acknowledging him. What will happen if the 27 year old Harry Styles, a wealthy handsome businessman will acknowledge and adopt the boy? Will it end well or will Harry's dark past continue to haunt him?

Louis is a new therapist and Harry is his patient. He is also a very depressed kid and all of his therapists have given up on him, but what happens when Harry tries something and Louis cant find him? xx

Louis Tomlinson. Known by everyone, but not loved. He is just a teenager in a normal school. He never did anything wrong, but that doesn't stop people from bullying him. Ever since he first showed his face, people have been calling him names , have been giving him weird faces and even went as far as physically hurting him. Maybe it's the fact that he is gay, maybe it's something else. Louis wouldn't know. Giving up hope, Louis starts to self-harm, finding at least a bit relief in his razor blade. He even thinks of killing himself. The world would be better off without him. No one can save Louis, except for maybe the strange but beautiful creature that intrudes his dreams. Flowers are just plants, but can they be enough to save Louis?

"Louis, no. None of those things i said were true, okay? None. I want you here Louis. Niall. Zayn, and Liam want you here. Your family wants you here. Your millions of fans want you here." "...But maybe I don't want to be here." (Larry fanfiction, written in 2014, updated in 2016)

Harry selfharms and never feels good enough for anyone. Not even Louis. He's loved Louis since the X-Factor but does Louis feel the same way? What happens when Harry starts to get bullied, and made fun of constantly? He becomes suicidal, can't take it anymore and decides to end it all. Does he succeed?