Daven Odsi is an Alpha in his prime, running a major pharmaceutical company specializing in secondary gender treatments who has been entangled in a ten-year-long friends-with-benefits arrangement with his best friend, Mickael Ravirdieu, another Alpha. It started back when they first got their assignments as Alphas, deciding they'd 'fuck it out' until their attraction subsided. It never did. The older they get, the more the arrangement begins to feel like it has an expiration date, and it leaves both of them feeling rather unsettled. With the fear of what both feel is inevitably coming looming over their shoulders, both seek answers for what to do internally, but the reality is, if they don't want it to end... someone has to make the first move. 𝑨𝒍𝒑𝒉𝒂/𝑨𝒍𝒑𝒉𝒂 | 𝑶𝒎𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆

Ciarren (pronounced Keer-ren) went through a terrible experience that broken him in more ways than one. It forces him to leave everything behind, even his best friends. He blames himself for everything, blaming his desire to submit instead of the person who hurt him instead. He moves across the country, cuts contact with everyone he knew, and focuses on surviving the nightmares, flashbacks, panic attacks, anxiety, and nightmares. He becomes a recluse of the person he was, throwing himself into work and only leaving his house when absolutely necessary. However, it is work that brings him face to face with his desire or the two people who can fulfill his desire. This story is about him breaking, crumbling, and healing. Learning to live again with the help of two men to show him that his submission is something to be cherished and that it is not his fault, but the one who hurts him. Watch as Ciarren heals, falls in love, and receives justice. This little rose bud will bloom with the help of a little water and sun. WARNING: This story will heavily involve BDSM. There will be graphic scenes, steamy scenes, swearing, sadness, happiness, tears, fear, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, mentions of blood, abuse, etc. There WILL NOT be trigger warnings before these scenes. If you cannot read these scenes, I suggest you do not read this book. THIS IS THE ONLY WARNING. READ WITH YOUR OWN DISCRETION.

**Rewritten** <- Started as of June 16th -> finished as of August 30th Read at your own risk, this is the old version meaning that this book has many mistakes and things wrong with it. You have been warned. Zachary Flynn is 18 years old, Gay and has been abused by his own mother since he was little, after school one day he meets none other than Jake Kendall. Jake Kendall is two years older than Zachary, Gay and somehow comes to find Zach on the side of the road beaten one day. They both have secrets. Who's will be worse? or will they help them both become closer to each other?

Over 500,000 copies sold worldwide. Now translated in German & French How do you tell a man there is something wrong with his child? - A Real Tear Jerker: Omg, I loved this book. I stayed up all night trying to finish it. I cried, My heart broke, I have an 18 year old with autism. This would make a fabulous movie. Tammy He wasn't looking to love again. But what he got was a woman who shook his lonely bitter world upside down, and touched him in a way no other woman could. Emily Nelson, ends a loveless, bitter marriage and strikes out on her own. She answers an ad as a cook and live-in caregiver to a three-year-old boy on a local ranch. Ranch owner Brad Friessen hires and moves in Emily and her daughter. But Emily soon discovers something's seriously wrong with the boy, and the reclusive, difficult man who hired her can't see the behavior and how delayed his son is. Emily researches until she stumbles across what she suspects are the soft signs of autism. Now she must tell him, give him hope, and help him come to terms with this neurological disorder--to take the necessary steps to get his child the help he needs. As their lives become intertwined, their attraction is unavoidable--a connection sparks between them. But just as they're getting close, Brad's estranged wife, Crystal, returns after abandoning the family two years earlier. Crystal must've had a plan, as she somehow gains the upper hand, driving a wedge in the emotional bond forged between Brad, Emily, and the children. The lengths to which Crystal will go, the lies, the greed, just to keep what's hers, are nothing short of cold and calculating. Brad fights to save his boy, to protect what's his, and struggles over his greatest sacrifice--Emily, and the haunting question: Has he lost her forever.

Three years later, Wynter has grown into an 18 year old wreck. He barely talks to his brothers and his father is making his life completely miserable. What happens when Wynter thinks that his life is not worth living anymore? Book two to: Brothers say what?!