80,030 words: Rin experienced some horrible things when he was younger, and keeps the secret for over nine years. Yukio knows something is wrong, but no matter what he does, he can't get his brother to tell him. When the twins and the cram school are sent on a mission that requires them to stay at the monestary, will everything come out?

Rin is depressed after his friends discover his heritage. They shun him, call him names when they think he can't hear, and bully him. They make him wish that he could die. He returns to cutting, which he had quit doing when he arrived at the academy. WARNING This fanfic contains -Depression -Self-harm -Cutting -Bully

Rin Okumura from blue exorcist is shunned by all of his former friends and even his brother. He can't do anything and there is no one there for him, so he resorted to cutting. He tries to cope, to get better, but will his methods be enough? Will things turn out ok? (Not good at summaries, please read) TRIGGER WARNING CUTTING SUICIDAL STUFF ETC Don't read if you can be triggered by this stuff. Read at your own risk. And if you are depressed or need help you can message me. I could maybe help.

Rin starts up old habits, because his 'friends' hate him. can they save him in time or will he spiral down that dark and cold path? Obsessed with blue exorcist so yeah. give it a try eh? Trigger warning ⚠ self harm, dark thoughts and maybe more to come

For the first time in his life, Rin finally had friends. He had people who he could rely on, people he could trust. And one camping trip destroyed that. He never asked to be the son of Satan. He never asked to be cursed with these blue flames. And he certainly never asked to be hated by everyone he cared about. With his friends calling him a demon and his brother threatening to shoot him every 5 minutes will he be pushed to the brink? And can a certain rooster-haired bastard be able to bring him back? Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts and actions, self hate, depression, etc.

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️: Suicide, self-harm, anxiety, etc. What if, in the anime Blue Exorcist, Rin Okumura were to give into depression? What if he were to have had it since he was little? How would things change? Find out in this fanfiction! I don't own anything from the Blue Exorcist series. Update: I no longer use Wattpad, but AO3! I am currently rewriting this on there. Visit the last chapter for links :)

Basically RinxBon AU where Rin gets an eating disorder, Anorexia. Bon notices how Rin changes and that he's losing weight, and fast, and sets out to help his secret crush. owo TW for hateful thoughts, self-harm, eating disorders, anorexia, and boyxboy

Rin Okumura has anxiety. It can be that simple, but unfortunately, it isn't. Ever since the fight with Amiamon, and almost getting executed, Rin's anxiety has affected him now more than ever. His old friends hate him, his brother probably thinks he's a burden, and he's just a messed up teenage demon who wants to die. After an ex-wire mission goes horribly wrong for Rin, these events seem to topple over his towering pile of problems. He can't take this much longer. He feels trapped. Emotions stimulate and override his claustrophobia to its endpoint. Can a certain grumpy classmate realize his mistakes and save Rin before it's too late, or will he witness Rin fall so deep that not even he can save the demon boy from the burdens he's trapped in? ***Trigger warning for anxiety, claustrophobia, depression, cutting, panic and anxiety attacks, and suicidal thoughts/attempt. /// I don't own any of these characters or some preliminary plot points, those belong to the creators of Blue Exorcist. -BoyxBoy if that bothers -Don't plagiarize!! Enjoy!

ABANDONED- free to build onto story (check recent update) Rin Okumura, the Son of Satan. All he wants is to be loved again, and he will do everything he can to get that back. But what happens when he finally gives up? ⚠️TW⚠️ Read tags !!! Inspiration for this fic is from Self-inflicted by ThatOneExorcist on fanfiction.net (highly recommend)!!!