As a teenager with anxiety, Maddie Porter struggles with a lot of things. Then out of the middle of nowhere, her anxiety starts getting worse. Her boyfriend is now spending all their time together taking care of her. Things don't go as planned, but God can make beauty out of disaster ~~~I have severe anxiety and let me tell you this: if you think these scenes seem unrealistic, they are based off of real life events.

Please understand these are not appropriate for all ages and have to deal with mature themes and depressing things and thoughts.

a variety of losses, regrets, and depression wrapped into a mess of a poem book started: 04.29.15 completed: 06.24.19 a book that has existed almost as long as I have on here. thank you for giving my story a chance (my apologies if some are really cringe or triggering)

Poems written at dark and happy times of life. Some mature and others not. An open book for troubles, and some happiness. I wrote this from my own experiences and mistakes, and I ask you to please learn from this. Do not make the same mistakes. I'm not going to be cheesy and say that it's okay, because it isn't but time heals all wounds. Overtime you'll recollect your self, and it's not going to be prefect, but it'll be better. I love you all 🖤 (This is now completed)

This is a horror story cost sting of nightmares. I'm hopeful this story will scare the shit out of people. Not some child's scary story like Casper the friendly ghost, not the kind of story that teens go see on Friday nights with their friends. The kind of shit that scares adult. Yes, this does involve swearing. Deal with it.

poems I've written about battling with my depression/suicidal thoughts/anxiety/recovery

These are all my original poems and pictures. If you use them, please make sure to note that I was the one who wrote it instead of stealing it. They do have a trigger warning and thank you for reading.

Short and sad poems

depressing poems, caused by my life

Take my hand, come with me, I have something interesting for you to see. Poems here and poems there, Poems and books everywhere. Filled with dreams and filled with tears, Sometimes hopes and sometimes fears. So take my hand there's so much to see, Together we'll read just you and me. {All work is my own} {#1 in Poems // 2/13/20} {Please ask/tag/credit me in any poems you want to use, thanks!}