Clay is a popular jock with a secret. George is an antisocial loner who keeps to himself. They're from different worlds, but something attracts them to each other. Will their connection be strong enough to withstand external barriers? Or will the tragedy of fate get between them? //cover photo by @/jirruko on ig!! psa: this is the first fan fiction i've ever written so pls be nice lol. i'm trying not to make it cringey but it's a lil hard. there's very very very little smut in this book, and even the smut scenes aren't very intense at all. a lot of this story is high school-drama based in the beginning (ikik, i'm sorry) but it's a lot deeper than that, really. bare with me pls you're not gonna wanna miss the ending or the character progression of some of the main characters. and thank you to everyone who interacts with this book! it really inspires me to keep going. even if you don't favorite or comment i rly appreciate you even giving it a glance! alt ending is out :D

*Rewritten in 2025!! DreamNotFound//Gream Clay is numb from the mental and physical abuse his parents put him through. He completely shuts himself down, not allowing anyone new into his life. He thinks he'll never be able to feel anything for another person again, that is, until Clay is asked to help the new kid during his first couple days of school. ac// @sxltvirus on insta!!

DreamNotFound/Gream George and Clay have been best friends for a little over 2 years now, and George thinks he is starting to have feelings towards Clay, but there's too many things deal with, whether it's his home life or feelings in general. This book contains triggering subjects Not my cover art!! my writing gets better as the chapters go on, bear with me💀 #40- Dreamnotfound 10/15/20 #37- Dreamnotfound 10/16/20 1k-10k reads! 10/18/20- 11/21/20

❝ you give me butterflies. ❞ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 ── George is a senior student in high school and he's got everyone breathing down his neck and then he meets Clay. Clay is a senior student in high school who just transferred to George's high school and he's a popular football player. What happens when the loner boy starts to fall in love with the popular boy? 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱: 𝗱𝗲𝗰, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟭 𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗱: 𝗮𝗽𝗿𝗶𝗹/𝗺𝗮𝘆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟮 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘁𝘂𝘀: 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱

Clay isn't able to go to school after he gets diagnosed with gastroparesis, a partial paralysis of the stomach. The daily usage of liquid food through his nose tube, extreme stomach pains and frequent throwing up are now the main topics of his life which drives him to absolute madness... After George gets kicked out from his home, he needs to live on the streets and survive on his own as an underaged boy. He starts using his money in the wrong way and eventually runs out, seeking a job as a babysitter in a family with a very sick boy. Clay does anything to enjoy life as a normal teen and acts like the funny guy who constantly jokes about his sexuality and uses a lot of pick-up lines which makes everyone laugh. Unfortunately that's often a mask to hide is own pain... Warnings: -Underaged usage cigarettes (smoking addiction) -Throwing up (skippable) -Bullying/ableism -Self harm

George is the perfect student, he had been a stellar student, teachers' pet and the ideal perfect son for his parents. When he's paired with the most popular football player in his school, old feelings that took years to hide are brought back to the surface. What happens when Clay makes it his mission to prove that George isnt as perfect he claims to be? COVER ART CREDS: Val_Kurry on Instagram ❤️

Dream's a total nerd, he's pop-punk and has no business in the tiny homophobic shit hole he calls high school. Pretty much no one knows he exists, and the people who do, hate his guts. No surprise there, he's a self-absorbed ass hole with a cocky personality. George, on the other hand, is rich, popular, and has been dragged into football since he was in middle school. If he got caught even looking at Dream, it'd be social suicide. *Smut warning* *Cuss word warning*

George has been depressed for a while since a tragic trauma and he feels more worthless everyday. His best friend Clay doesn't know about anything and but he starts noticing Georges pain. George gets more depressed each day and he starts thinking about ending it all. Just when things seem better, Clay messed up so badly that everything collapses again and George falls back so far that he actually tries ending his life.

Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse

george has a hard time at home, and one night leaves. he's sort of rescued by a stranger on the beach, but it's not long until they become far more than strangers. does contain: swearing, alcohol, smoking, abuse, angst, nsfw and other possible triggers. #9 in stories