"There is nothing quite like the feeling of infatuation. It is the most painful feeling of ecstasy..like lust and obsession combined with the volume all the way turned up." - Ranata Suzuki Mi-Sun lives a difficult life that only her best friend Taehyung knows and understand. She numbs herself to reality by partying and doing drugs. He's her end all be all, the only man she will ever accept into her life. Until, a beautifully dangerous Park Jimin comes crashing in. *Trigger Warning* Will contain talk of rape, abuse, drug use and explicit language. *Disclaimer* This story will contain smut and at times will get intense. I will not put a trigger or disclaimer before chapters since it is all here.