!!! H I A T U S !!! 「Metanoia.」 〚 Highschool AU 〛 /ˌmɛtəˈnɔɪə/ (n.) the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self or way of life. The wounded and the lost. ! This story contains and treats triggering topics such as severe mental illnesses, eating disorders, strong language, physical and mental abuse, alcohol and drugs abuse, homophobia, self-harm and suicide. Reader discretion is advised. ! [ NOTE; this fanfiction is currently being edited, so please keep in mind that most chapters still haven't been touched in months. There will be sudden changes and most comment threads will end up in the general comment section. Updates will be out regularly regardless of the ongoing editing. ] >「This book is written with the sole purpose of entertaining, it's not meant in any way to romanticize or glorify depression nor abuse. I would never disrespect, harrass and/or force Zak and Darryl into a relationship.」< [Chapters are 2500 to 4500+ words long.] • 02/12/'19. ⤳ #1 - skephalo. • • 06/02/'20. ⤳ #1 - skeppy. • • 22/10/'19. ⤳ #4 - 14. • • 18/08/'20. ⤳ #7 - awareness. • • 20/10/'19. ⤳ #13 - dream. • • 24/10/'19. ⤳ #56 - mentalillnesses. • • 29/10/'19. ⤳ #74 - depression. •

[ trigger warning at bottom ] [ completed ] * NOTE AS OF NOVEMBER 2024 - INCLUDES MAJOR SPOILERS, VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE. Please not this story was written from 2019-2020. The events in this story were not influenced by what has happened in real life, and in all honesty, is a terrible coincidence. My condolences go out to his family and the fans who grieve his loss. He was a huge part of the skyblock community and the day his memorial was in Hypixel, I took some extra time to pay my respects remembering this story I wrote. the trio has always been peaceful for the 3 of them. skeppy, bad, and a6d. all best friends, some people would even call them soulmates. it all changes when chaos unleashes after the trio decide to go on a vacation, one that will change their lives forever. skeppy/bbh's POV: https://my.w.tt/44dJh0wjV0 *this is not meant to disrespect the trio in anyways. i love them dearly and i wouldn't want to hurt them in any way.* no ships are in this story. [TRIGGER WARNING] self harm suicidal mentions death angst dirty jokes bullshit plot 2019/9/28 #14 skephalo (this isn't lol) 2019/10/2 #1 a6d 2019/9/7 #3 bbh 2019/11/1 #1 bbh

part 2 to my previous story, fallen. please read this before coming to this story, or none of this will make sense; https://my.w.tt/3BBAHVo6j1 with vincent now out of his coma, the trio must come together to recover from the events of the tragedy that came upon them, including their friend technoblade's death. it isn't easy to go back to how things used to be. especially with everyone leading themselves to a fallen state of mind, things start to become hectic, ending in the chaos they once ran away from.

Zak has always wondered about when he would be able to see the color of the sky, or the grass or even his mother's eyes. All his life, he's lived surrounded by shades of white, black and grey. He longed to see what the world around him truly looked like, and when that day would come. Darryl has become used to the bland world he lived in, no longer imagining what his hair color was, or the color of his dog's fur. Any mention of color in conversation made him completely close off and turn into an emotionless being. That is, until he saw the light blue sweatshirt in front of him. *Complete as of October 25, 2019*

Darryl and Zak have always been friends, but something in Darryl finally snapped. Or maybe he was always like this and no one ever realized. When Zak finds himself in a special predicament, he has to decide if he wants to fight his way out of it or give up completely. PLEASE READ WARNINGS IN FIRST CHAPTER. Do not read if any warnings are bothersome to you. Stay safe &lt;3 *NO NSFW/SMUT* Based on the Basement memes and also fan art by @caniecase on Twitter. (Originally written as a OneShot for my other book, but in the process of being developed into a story.) [#3 in Skeppy 4/9/20] [#1 in darryl 4/26/20]

Everyone has wings, regardless of age, gender, race or anything else. People have wings to attract friends or partners. Some people have gorgeous wings, while a few others have ugly or defective wings. Zak, also known as Skeppy, was born with a paralyzed right wing. He hides it from everyone, even his friends, in fear of being made fun of. But what happens if two of his closest friends find out about his defective wing? ~~~ Started Sept. 29th of 2019 #5 in skephalo Cover art by me (@Lemons_Art on Twitter)

Three days ago, Zak, Darryl and Vincent, or better known as "The Muffin Squad," moved in together in a small city apartment in Florida. Not only would it be easier for them to manage their YouTube Channels together, but just living together would make everything else worth while! The problem however, is when the United States government accidentally leaks "The most dangerous chemicals known to man," a few miles away from where you and your buddies live. And people start dying. Only to stand right back up again. [• Author's Note: "Welcome to the Zombie Apocalypse."] DISCONTINUED :(( !!!

❝𝘐𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘮𝘦, 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰.❞ ---------------------------- When two seemingly magical notebooks appear on the first day, Zak doesn't understand what's about to happen. Darryl can't understand why the notebook is meant for him, and what horrors it brings with it. Now the two are in a race against time, to save themselves and their lover before the Black Roses drag them both under. ---------------------------- Completed ✔️ No smut ✔️ Trigger warnings: Hanahaki disease (blood, vomiting), mild gore ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ʙʏ @ᴢᴠᴏʀᴛᴇxʜᴅ

Everyday, Zak gets abused at home by his Dad. He never told anyone about this secret- not even his online best friends (Darryl and Vincent). Zak didn't care if he was getting abused by his dad, because he still has he's two best friends, that will always stand by his side no matter what......right? One day, during a game of SkyWars, Darryl and Vincent both calls him a fattie. Zak starts to feel insecure... What happens next? Read more to find out! [Hey guys this writing may be a little cringe or makes no sense because I wrote this so long ago (also pls note that self harm cannot just be easily stopped like how I wrote it previously] **Warning: (Please click away if you are uncomfortable with any of these)** -Self-Harm -Child Abuse -Gay -Blood -Depression -Insecurity -Anorexia -Sucidal thoughts -Bad writing skills -Bad drawing skills **Author's note:** -This is my 1st story so please don't judge my writing :( -lol this story plot is so bad (Tiny from 2022) Yes this story is inspired by another story called "Fattie" by yuggiooh The beginning of the story is inspired slightly by her. KEEP IN MIND THAT I DO NOT COPY OTHER PEOPLE'S STORY! I JUST GET INSPIRED BY THEM! 02/11/2019: The Journey of this book starts!🌟 04/04/2020: #1 for sucidalthoughts 07/04/2020: #2 for skephalo 09/04/2020: #1 for skeppyxbbh 14/04/2020: #1 for skephalo 24/04/2020: #214 for depression 02/05/2020: 14k reads 06/05/2020: #1 for suicidalthoughts (again) 10/05/2020: #1 for skeppyxbbh (again) 15/05/2020: Book Completed!💫 20/05/2020: 20k reads 12/06/2020: 25k reads <3 04/07/2020: Trending under the #sad catergory :D 05/07/2020: 30k Reads 0-0 26/07/2020: 35k Reads 23/08/2020: 40k Reads 21/09/2020: 45k Reads 31/10/2020: 56k Reads 09/01/2022: 105k Reads