Ashleigh was depressed, she was starving, she was hopeless. But today she had something to be happy about. She was interviewing One Direction! It's going well until Louis takes a fascination for the girl in the baggy top with the tired eyes and sad smile.... ( WARNING: themes of depression, self harm and eating disorders ) I cannot stress enough that this book is centred around self harming and eating disorders. If you feel you are easily triggered in any sense please do not read. Stay strong. Started: 12 APRIL 2016 COMPLETED: ------------

The one where Louis is falling into some bad habits and starts to get depressed. Or the one where louis has many problems and the boys do their best to keep him alive. TW: Eating disorder (anorexia and bulimia), cursing, self harm.

Eager to reach his families expectations, Louis lives a life of secrecy and denial. In one of the most respected households in Doncaster, there's no room for mistake. But when Louis meets Harry styles in his first year of boarding school, it seems all the more difficult to keep himself In check.

"It's okay Louis. You'll see her soon" Liam hugged me. "I Know if Danielle was in that plane I'd be very upset too" he added. "But you would've gotten here in time to save her" I said through tears. ©