"what would distinguish a nightmare from a dream? within the former, there is fear, anxiety, sadness. you are not able to find enjoyment from a nightmare, but rather your own personal hell. your mind knows what lies in its darkest corner, and seemingly uses it against you when you close your eyes. a dream dangles a fantasy beneath your nose, giving you a teasing smell of what you want, but cannot have. a dream is what i wish it all could have been, because maybe then my nightmares could not have been a reality, but a figment of my tired imagination." a story that can end happily or dreadfully, depending on how you want to look at it. + lowercase intended. alternate universe. sad. cute. pure. completed & edited.

16-year-old Harry has OCD, causing him to have repeated thoughts, feelings, ideas, sensations, obsessions, and behaviors. He thinks he's a freak. There's a new boy at school who disagrees. This boy could be the one to break down Harry's walls, and his name is Louis. **Warnings: Selfharm (PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY SELF HARM), OCD, language.**

Louis and Harry grew up together, and were best friends even in their earliest memories. They are 12 years old when Louis has to move to Australia, and they never expect anything to be the same again. They make a pact, a promise to one another, put it in a bottle and throw it out to sea. They promise to get back in touch if any of them ever find the bottle again. A silly, childish pact that isn't so silly when you're only twelve years old. Seven years later, fate turns in their favour. Louis stumbles upon an old, green bottle and Harry just happens to be in Australia as an exchange student. They spend time together catching up, but no amount of time can make up for the seven years they spent apart. It's almost cruel when you realise the one thing most important to you has been in front of you all the while, yet you never realise.

What happens when a pizza boy rescues a boy from his abusive ex, saves the boys best friends life and teaches the abused boy to love again? In this story, we meet Louis who has just come out of a terrible relationship and Harry who ends up delivering pizza to him but stumbles upon a terrible sight.

"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life" Harry Styles may seem like the happiest boy. Fame, fortune, and all the girls he could want. But behind hidden doors, he's broken. He's broken on the inside and no amount of love or patience could fix him. When he can't turn to his family, and he can't turn to the boys, he needs to find a place to vent his anger and depression. He starts a blog on a website called Tumblr, where no one knows who he is. No one can expect you to be a womanizer or role model if they don't know you're actually Harry Styles. Louis has no clue why Harry has been in his room a lot. He has no clue why Harry's always wearing tight skinny jeans instead of the baggy ones he knew the curly boy loved. But what happens when Louis walks in to ask Harry a question and finds the boy's Tumblr open? How is he supposed to handle this? Not only is his best mate living a secret online life, but he is suffering depression and has been hurting himself in so many ways. Louis can't confront him, so he does what he thinks is the right thing. He starts a blog, and starts messaging Harry anonymously. Harry seems a bit cheerier in the morning, and even starts smiling again. But what happens when they fall in love with each other, but Harry doesn't know that "CleverUsername" is actually his best mate? With love, drama, hate, and depression, can anyone ever be happy with the one they love? And most importantly, can Louis learn how to save a life?

Louis Tomlinson can't seem to get best friend and band mate Harry Styles out of his head. When the boys of One Direction go on a vacation in 'Paradise', the constant thoughts and confusing feelings for his best friend only grow stronger. Louis must put a stop to all these confusing feelings and find out what's going on but he continuously finds himself getting distracted; and it doesn't help when every night, his mates decide to partake in the childish and sometimes dangerous game of Truth or Dare... (Book 2 of 3) -re-edited in 2021-

Harry Styles has a problem and its name is Louis Tomlinson. When the boys of One Direction go on a vacation in 'Paradise', Harry can't help but think that maybe things will go his way for once. However, he soon realizes that keeping his love for his best friend and band mate a secret is much easier said than done; especially when every night his mates decide to partake in the childish and sometimes dangerous game of Truth or Dare... (Book 1 of 3) -re-edited in 2021-

Harry is the most powerful and richest man in Cheshire. He owns the whole town and every Gucci store in around the globe. He maybe powerful, he maybe the richest man in Cheshire but there's something Harry's always wanted, a boyfriend ,someone to call his own. What happens when Harry is due for a Photoshoot for his latest Gucci fragrance Memoire. When a new makeup assistant joins the shoot that Harry is unaware of . Written by @LarryLove_xox

"So this is my new secretary?" Mr.Styles asked, raising one of his eyebrows. "Yes." The now ex-secretary replied. Mr. Styles frowned, giving Louis a once over, "I was expecting...someone...I don't know, better?" "Excuse me, Mr.Rude, I will be the one managing your schedules from now on so you might want to watch your tongue."

Harry and Louis have always been best friends, ever since they were little. They did everything together and were practically attached at the hip. When they turned fourteen, they realized they had more than friendly feelings for each other and started a relationship. Everything was going well for the two boys, their friends and family accepting them immediately and all. However, that was until they turned sixteen and Harry auditioned for The X-Factor. Louis went there to support him along with Harry's mother, stepdad, sister, aunt and cousins. He was happy for him because Harry's biggest dream had always been to become a singer. However, what he nor anybody else expected was for Harry to end up second place in the competition, which also made him become successful all over the world. Suddenly, he was gone, and thanks to the fame, Louis and Harry drifted apart. Though, they never officially broke up. Louis was heartbroken when the curly haired lad started ignoring him, but there was literally nothing he could do about it. He'd tried everything to get in touch with Harry again. So, what happens when Harry takes a break from his tour two years later to go home and visit Holmes Chapel? Will Louis and Harry ever get back with each other or are they never going to get along again? What if things only get even worse? © All Rights Reserved 2017. Larrys_Girl Highest Rankings: #1 in Louis #1 in Larrystylinson #5 in Onedirection #5 in Larry