i really don't know how to explain myself sometimes so i end up writing poems to express myself. these were written during nights where i couldn't bear the pain anymore and broke down crying and weeping and wallowing in self pity. i am sorry if they are disappointing i am just writing to express myself so sorry if i couldn't reach your expectations. my name is nish ;) peace <3

❝ѕнє fσυи∂ тнє ¢σℓσяѕ тσ ραιит нιм ωнєяє тнє ωσяℓ∂ нα∂ ℓєfт нιм gяαу.❞ _______________________________________________________ #ENVIEAWARDS2020 Note: This story focuses more on friendship before romance comes in. I think that the friendship shared by the boys of BTS is something really beautiful so I want to use this story to reflect their own personal uniqueness through this story. So I wanted to let you know that this story will be putting focus on each member and character so few chapters might be only designated to certain characters. And this is a slow paced story. I like developing characters and their personalities slowly and don't like to feel rushed. Some Chapters may move slowly and that is to develop and show the relationship between the characters as well as their own unique traits in their personality.

❝ уσυ'ℓℓ fσяєνєя вє му αℓωαуѕ.❞ ⚠️ Warning: Use of harsh and aggressive language. Some scenes might be disturbing for you. Please skip by if you can't handle such incidences. ⚠️ P.S: This lovely cover was made by @__Jiminiesstars__

ᗯᖇᎥ丅ᎥᑎǤ ᗯᕼᗩ丅 ᑕᗝᗰᗴᔕ 丅ᗝ ᗰᎥᑎᗪ

❝ωнαт тнє нєℓℓ αяє уσυ?❞ ❝уσυя тσу.❞

The gamble of life is certainly nasty but could it get nastier? Yes. A fiction on a woman's life. Her longing for love, comfort and freedom. Will she attain it? Or will she fall to the pits of darkness that she created. Who payed the sum of this gamble? Was it worth the effort and time?

a boy with an armour and another with nothing to lose triggers ⚠ -insomnia -accidents -slight mentions of blood and gore -boyxboy -homophobia -that's it. please stay safe started: december 3, 2020 ended : march 14, 2021 extra chapters : april 18, 2021

"You got me feeling like a psycho.." ○◇•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••○◇ (Irene ff) (inspired by the song psycho by Red Velvet) Special thanks to: @justacluelessgal @stfujooheonbestboi For helping me wit this story ☻💜 [ Cover by me ]