She never wanted him to change, especially now, she wanted their future to be something worth living for, she just hoped he felt the same

I've been living so long with my pictures of you, that I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel...

Voicemail messages left on Kian's phone after his death. Jac Naylor returns to Holby, and finds the only way to deal with the emotions she feels about Kian's death is to talk to him about it, even though he can't hear. I still can't get over Kian's death, and I am gutted that I can't now write the Nadani fanfiction I'd been planning, so I've come up with this little something instead.

A fan fiction based on the late Jac and Kian's relationship. Even though Holby has been axed and the characters have both died. I liked their relationship and thought they had a lot of potential. Instead of this just being a story about Nadani, I have decided as I enjoy American Medical Drama Grey's Anatomy, to make this a Grey's cross Holby, meaning including Grey's Anatomy characters in this story, such as Joe from the bar in Grey's to be the main bartender in Albies. If u aren't familiar with Grey's Anatomy,I'll include a summary about the show. I absolutely adore Flac ( Jac and Fletch ) but in my opinion Jac and Kian's relationship is underated. I have started this story from where Kian admits his drug problem to Jac, similar to the real life part in Holby. As I have already mentioned that this is a Grey's x Holby fan fiction, it is still going to be set in Holby City hospital, wards have still got same names. The characters from GA come into it, in chapter 13. Hope you enjoy the story.

Following on after Kians surgery, what will happen? Will Kian and Jac talk about how they feel. Will Jac and fletch finally happen. Will someone die. Who knows this is just what I think/ want to happen.

Nadani fan fiction from Holby City, thought I would give it a try. Tw- Reference to drugs, swearing, sexual references, abuse and some violence.

The direct aftermath of S22E36. Love. Pain. Commitment. Ending in nothing.

"I don't want to lose this." He whispered, before kissing her forehead and bringing her in closer to him. Not willing to startle him, or make him feel awkward, Jac didn't respond. Instead, she just focused on the slowing rise and fall of his chest and the rhythmic drumming of his heartbeat with her answer ringing in her mind. Neither did she. *** Ever since she'd saved Kian from himself on that dreaded mountain, Jac's found herself unusually drawn to the charming consultant, sucked in by the gravity that haunts his skin. But, absolutely terrified that she's fallen for a man she knew could never reciprocate her feelings, she does everything she can to distance herself from him and ignore her heart's drive. Little does she know, her predictions about the Canadian's emotions may not be correct at all. Follow the joint clinical leads as they run the Darwin ward, save lives and maybe, just maybe, find what they'd always been searching for... in each other. (Disclaimer: I do not own any of these character, but for the sake of this story, Emma is younger than she is currently. I don't know why, just wrote it that way and I'm too lazy to go back and rewrite it lmao)