There is cussing, smut(maybe) some fandom stuff and talk about weed. If you don't like that then please don't read. Non the the stories are true. Same with the people. All made up. Let me know what you guys like and what you guys don't.

The beginning of this story took place before the death of Murphy's parents and his arrest. This story is in the perspective of y/n (reader) and you're best friends with John Murphy. I DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTERS ALL RIGHTS GO TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS

bellamy thinks clarke is dead. he writes her letters everyday to try to find closure. clarke is very much alive. she talks to him on the radio everyday to try to stay sane. trigger warning: suicidal thoughts/attempts