At first glance, nobody would be able to tell that Nathaniel Jean had a problem. Or second glance, or third, or fourth. After all, he had everything. He was a captain of his school's soccer team and one of the top players in the state. He had a big house and money to spend. He had family, he had friends, he had fun, he had faith. He never meant for it to happen. He never wanted to look at another man in the way he should have been looking at a woman. The idea had disgusted him for most of his life - living in a heavily Catholic town with heavily Catholic parents, homophobia was the only response he knew. That didn't change when he first realized that he didn't like girls. No, Nathaniel Jean was still homophobic. He hated the idea of a man sleeping with another man. He was raised on the notion that all gays went to hell, and he believed it. He despised them, and so he despised himself. Nathaniel Jean was more fortunate than most, because help did arrive for him. Help by the name of Lucas Morgan, they boy he'd always known but never known. The boy with big dreams and bigger talent. The boy that changed Nathaniel's life over the course of their thirty-six week long senior year.

*** COMPLETED *** Sixteen year old Daniel Layman has been bullied since he came out. His best friend and protector Sean, moved to Los Angeles leaving Daniel to fend for himself in Oklahoma City. Along with trying to survive every minute of hell at school, Daniel also has to walk over five miles everyday through the dangerous streets of Oklahoma City, just to get home - where he has to ignore the aggressive men his mother brings home every night. Seventeen year old Ethan Miller has been a member of one of the most dangerous gangs in Oklahoma City since he ran away from the foster care system as a child. When Daniel stumbles onto a turf war between Ethan's gang and their rivals, Ethan saves him. But the more Ethan gets to know Daniel, the more he realizes just how much saving Daniel needs. Cover art: made by me #1 in #boyxboy - May/2020 #2 in #gay - May/2020

Title: Feng Mang Author: 柴鸡蛋 (Chai Jidan) Genre: Modern, showbiz, fortune-telling, comedy, numberphile, shameless male, Translator: Polarbearadise Editor: FirstPersonNarrator Han Dong is an extras, also fortune-telling as a concurrent job, telling marriage extremely accurate. One day he accidentally tell his own fortune and discover that he and a golden man will become "a match predestined by fate." As a straight man, he isn't hesitate to ruin his image in front of the golden man, act as a fool, a despicable man, making himself as annoying as possible because he afraid that the other man will take a liking of him. Do you think this golden man will fall for him? Then you're wrong. Han Dong toss from side to side but unexpectedly become tempted, he begin to use thousand ways, a hundred plans in order to rescue the situation. As a result, his acting skills before, cause his foolish image already entered deeply into the man's heart...... (T/N: Thousand ways, a hundred plans = by every possible means)

*COMPLETED* After "The Incident" Blake, his brother Cody and his mom move to Pine Hill. New school, new life. But the bad boy Romeo challanges Blake to face his fears and question his sexuality. Blake quickly forms a love-hate relationship with Romeo. But being the new best friend of his brother and facing high school drama this seems harder then he thought. Will he help Blake get over his trauma and maybe even find love? WARNING: This is a mature bxb story. Trigger Warning: This story contains themes like depression, mental illness, self harm, homophobic speech, sexual abuse. Rankings: #1 loveislove 26/02/20 #1 anxiety 05/03/20 #1 abuse 03/04/20 #1 gayfiction 17/03/20 #1 incident 12/11/19 #1 romeo 23/01/20 #3 bisexual 26/10/20 #2 depression 28/12/20

[BxB] Waking up next to someone after having a little too much to drink was no new, riveting story in this day and age. Waking up next to another boy, when you were also a boy, was a little more interesting, but still nothing to write home about. But waking up in Nico Beckett's sheets? To Wesley, it was a nightmare come to life. ~~~ Wesley Dillon's life was uneventful, and frankly, he liked it that way. He didn't get into trouble, he kept his grades up, he played it safe. He never did anything to rock the boat he was floating in, the calm waters of his lake left undisturbed. Now starting his last year in high school, Wes was content to continue living his life as he always has - but sometimes, and only sometimes, he caught himself wishing that something could make ripples in his tiny world. What he wasn't ready for were the waves that were Nico Beckett - a troublemaker, womaniser, and an incredibly popular boy at his school. He was everything Wes was not. Nico was the type of guy that Wes never wanted to associate with, but after waking up in his arms with panic in his chest and pains everywhere else, he realised that his life was going to get much, much more complicated. It took him everything to try not to drown as the waves pulled him further and further down. But, somewhere along the way, he wasn't sure that drowning was actually a bad thing. ~~~ #1 in romance (29/09/19) #1 in LGBT (07/09/2019) #1 in bxb (07/09/2019) #1 in boyxboy (08/09/2019) #1 in gay (11/09/2019) #1 in highschool (29/09/19) #1 in school (17/10/19) #1 in comingofage (01/10/19) #1 in slowburn (02/10/19) #1 in BL (04/10/19) #1 in lovetriangle (05/10/19) #1 in family (31/10/19) #1 in comingoutofthecloset (08/01/20) #1 in writtenwithpride (19/06/21) #4 in love (07/03/21)

**Characters from the Campus Crush series. PLEASE READ ALL THE CAMPUS CRUSH BOOKS FIRST Even the strongest couples are imperfect. Casper finds himself in a position he never dared to expect--interrogated by his psychologist husband, who has a reason to believe his beloved angel has cheated. (This story is set 6 years after Campus 3).

BOOK THREE in Campus series __________________________ From a shy, soft-spoken student, to a young man deeply in love and fighting against all odds, this short story is a glimpse into Casper's life as a newly wedded husband and a father.

((OLD Sequel to Campus Crush. THE NEW VERSION IS IN THE WORKS!)) BOOK TWO in Campus Series --------------- Set over two months after the prequel, Casper is starting his spring semester of college. Only this time, his love is tested when he has to face new demons. **Disclaimer: FOR OPEN MINDS ONLY.**

The first book of Rejection Series: Ralph Meyer is member of largest and strongest Pack, Midnight Silent. The pack, which had a higher morale and strict rules. He is unsocial and outcast by his family and pack society. His Family had given all undivided affection toward his brother. He also was punching bag around his peer because his disability werewolf transform. The Alpha prodigy child, Kai Malcolm will soon turn eighteen. The day, when he finally meet his destiny mate and the future Luna. In silent, he already decided who would be his future Luna... Trisha Devan. Cover design by PaGer @SuperSonicPaGer Copyright © March 2015 Shinouji All Rights Reserved

WARNING: ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IN THIS BOOK!! Disclaimer: This book is a Chinese BL novel by the author 柴鸡蛋 and it is extremely popular among the Chinese BL lovers community. It has been produced into a web series which you can find on Youtube or online. I decided to translate the whole book, including the extra chapters, for you guys because I find this book very intriguing and interesting and I LOVED IT. So I thought, why not translate it and share this gem with you guys? Just a side note, I won't really translate it fully because some Chinese slangs the author used in the book is really difficult to translate it directly, plus it would sound very very weird lol. Nonetheless, I will try my best to translate and I hope I don't eff up any parts haha. If I do make some mistakes, please gladly enlighten me. :) Hope you guys enjoy this book. ___________________ Summary: Wu (short for Wu Suo Wei) was dating a girl (Yue Yue) and he wanted to introduce her to his mom, but she decided to break up with him on that day. Wu was depressed and decided to get her back, even though Yue insisted on breaking up with him after Wu's several attempts at getting her heart back. When he knew that she was dating Chi (short for Chi Cheng), he planned to hook up with Chi and try to break the two apart. However, once Wu stepped into their affair, he realized that he abandoned his plan far behind and fell in love with Chi instead. With several obstacles and difficulties along the way, Chi has trained Wu into an obedient 'wife' material.